Monday, December 8, 2008

DREAM

Omg can someone please tell me why i had this crazy ass dream.

my mother went to babysit for my brother. well my parents came back angry and even my boyfriend was acting all strange. all i could ask was what the hell had happened and my dad was cursing up a storm about how ashamed he was and so on and so forth. then my mom kept saying i just can't believe it i can't believe it. then someone finally tells me that my brother put the baby in daycare already i was like for what she doesn't work she can watch the kid there. and then something along the lines of my brother hit her to see if she was really there. i'm not sure if he hit the mother or the baby. i was just in shock i couldn't believe my brother would do such a thing he has never hit anyone. this is a new side to him i didn't know existed such anger. even my parents who have argued a lot during their time together my father has never ever ever laid a finger on her in that way before. so i dont know where he would learn such a thing, it was just all very very shocking and i had no clue where it came from. then i woke up and i still felt like it was true and i dont know why it was going through my mind in the first place something like that but it was. awkward really.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Why are you such a ...

BITCH!



Is it because you don't get any from your husband? Is it because no one really likes you? Is it because you're annoying as fuck? Is it because you think you have just the slightest bit of power over us because you're just a tad bit higher than us? Is it because you have low self esteem and just want to put others down to make yourself feel better? Is it because you just are?