sad

Why am I attracted to the dumbest men ever, the incosiderate, the broke, the untalented, the sometimes not worthy. I don't really know, all I know is that he just doesn't thinks ometimes and sometimes makes me regret ever meeting him. i wonder how my life would be if that never happened. maybe i'd be happier than i am right now.

i want someone to want this of me

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sometimes

do you wish you were with someone else like you see someone on the street that is super hot or something and just wish you could be with them. seriously sometimes i just want to be with someone else i dont know why i get these feelings i just do. it's not that i don't love the person i'm with cause i do, really i do, but sometimes i just want a little bit more. did i make the right choice? i'm sure i did and even if i didn't he is good to me and that's where it really matters, right.

Sleep

Something i dont' get much of - and let me tell you there are days that i wonder how i make it home ... right now it's 2:34 and i'm falling asleep at my desk ... literally

job - hate

I FUCKIN HATE MY JOB - WHERE DOES SOMEONE GET THE FUCKIN COJONES TO TELL THE CUSTOMER THAT I FUCKED UP? I DID WHAT I WAS TOLD TO DO IF THE TRUCKER COULDN'T MAKE IT HAPPEN IT'S NOT MY FUCKING FAULT.
i hate my job - if i knew "his" car i would fuckin key it if i knew i wouldn't get caught.