100 Things About Me

I'm just copying everyone and am completely bored at work:


100. I've never been to a wedding
99. a funeral
98. a proper like on tv slumber party
97. I hate my job, seriously
96. I watch TV and movies all day at work
95. I don't like animals (look at yes, touch not too sure, take care of no way)
94. I never thought I would have a kid, now I do, and can't imagine life otherwise
93. a rose still smells like itself if it wasn't a rose
92. thank god I wasn't born in earlier times of the corset, I like breathing normal
91. My favorite boots have holes in them, overworn
90. People in general piss me off.
89. the quiet freaks me out
88. I am afraid of the dark
87. Spiders are bad creatures, I've been bitten twice
86. Sex is important
85. What's life without technology?
84. Secretly, I flip off my cousin in hopes that she will catch me one day.
83. I have never heard of a HOT TODDY <-- for amy and kristi, weirdos
82. Customer Support people suck ass!
81. I heart Coke
80. I hate Passover, not for what it stands but for the amount of work I have to do for the holiday (specialty food business)
79. I have a headache
78. Christmas is around the corner, I feel like I haven't bought enough stuff for everyone
77. My credit card was declined (I've reached my limit)
76. Scrapaholics Anonymous - Hello my name is "" and I'm a Scrapaholic
75. For some reason, most days never feel like their actual day
74. I don't really like surprised
73. Spain is my next BIG adventure (one day)
72. Phones are evil evil things, I just don't like them
71. Christmas Shoppers are possessed, I'm not one of them
70. My tummy won't stop growling for some good grub
69. I miss being pregnant
68. Pizza will always be my favorite "fast food"
67. Secretly, I long to disappear
66. I have scars everywhere
65. The most orgasmic feeling is when you have an itch and you can scratch it
64. I live vicariously through other people, for fear that if I live in the moment I will have to deal with all the consequences.
63. Talking to myself in my head is better than saying words out loud that will get me in trouble, always
62. Born in NY, I know nothing about it, I'm a jersey girl at heart
61. Sex and the City is a great show, but do people really live like that?
60. I have a sister who I lost touch with, and we email but we haven't seen each other face to face in almost 15 years
59. I was in love with my childhood friends brother for nine years, he asked me if I liked him, I said no. Now he has been divorced twice, and has two kids from two different woman, I'm glad neither are me
58. Road rage is a part of my life, I won't get out and hit you with a bat or anything but you can guarantee that I'm cursing you out in my car for being so slow in the fast lane
57. I hate it when the vending machine takes your money and doesn't give you anything in return (I just lost $1.00 trying to get pretzels)
56. I love gossip blogs, real life blogs, scrap blogs, blogs in general I love them all!
55. I don't ever remember a time when I believed in Santa Claus, ever.
54. My harddrive died and I lost everything that was on it, make sure you back up everything. I learned that the hard way ...
53. I learn everything the hard way, that's what my mom always tells me
52. Trust, it's a big deal for me and I don't give it lightly
51. I'm hungry
50. Bread is my weakness, I love bread
49. There just aren't enough hours in the day to complete everything you want to do
48. When we were younger my brother hit me in the head with a wooden paddle, I fainted, he thought I died.
47. When I was pregnant all I wanted to eat was Pizza and Ice Cream
46. In my young wilder days, I had three dates in one day. One for Brunch, Lunch and Dinner haha (I didn't have three meals)
45. Chocolate is a godsend
44. This girl gave me a present for Christmas, I haven't opened it yet, she's a coworker. I didn't even think about getting her gift, and I probably never will.
43. Movies, Tv, even commercials sometimes makes me cry, it's sad how sensitive I am.
42. My friend wanted to see some fish in the brook behind the park by my old house, we went and had to jump over the brook ... I slipped on a rock and I still have the scar on my leg.
41. Desperately I need to wash my hair, shave my legs and color my hair too
40. I love snuggling under the covers and watching movies all night long
39. I have to sleep with the radio on, the quiet freaks me out completely
38. Sitting poolside or swimming in the pool is what I like to do all summer, I never want to get out of the water
37. I've been to three countries so far ... Canada, Italy and Dominican Republic.
36. I've lived in Florida, NJ and NY
35. Right now my fingers are so cold I can barely feel them, when is summer coming back?
34. I haven't had a good lunch in a while, or breakfast for that matter. Being broke doesn't help.
33. Sarcastic attitude is how I keep my days enjoyable and funny. It runs in the family
32. I remember being around 5 running to the corner store and buying Swedish fish for a nickle for a single one.
31. Also when I was five and in kindergarten, my mom just got her license and started driving this really crappy car. When she would pick me up from school I almost fell out of the car twice when she started pulling off (I'm talking dangling out the door with my hand on the door trying not to fall to the floor, I guess I didn't close the door all the way.
30. Sometimes I have to go to the bathroom but I'm too lazy to get up, so I'll wait till I have to do the pee pee dance.
29. Sometimes I get so mad and frustrated that I want to punch a wall in
28. I'm so antsy sometimes and don't want to stay still, like right about now I'm dying to go home.
27. I miss sleeping in, I don't remember the last time I slept past 8. I miss it dearly.
26. I haven't had a drink in a while, I think the last time was for my Birthday in June.
25. I have a half brother, and half sister both from my father, one before and one during the marriage to my mother
24. My cousin and her two kids live with us, because she was trying to get away from her gay husband and start a new life. It's been over year it's time for her to move on and out!
23. I hate having to say good morning to everyone who passes me buy in the morning, I mean what's so good about it if I'm stuck at work with you fools?
22. I get so mad sometimes, cause I wonder what am I doing wrong, why won't my Etsy shit sell lol
21. My galbladder was removed
20. I wish I was a doctor, or a dentist they make so much damn money
19. I refuse to give my kid false hope, does that make me a bad parent that I won't tell her something is good when it isn't?
18. I suck at math, I try but it's boring
17. I hate the word I, not the letter just the word I this I that I me I I I I
16. If I dirty something and make it look really used can I call it vintage?
15. Money, why does it exist, I don't have it, I hate it
14. I wish I could be one of those artsy type girls, who wear funky clothes and hats and glasses, we all know the type. The kind that dance to their own tune.
13. If I could I would leave right now, but I can't, so I won't
12. The day I lost my virginity was also the first day I didn't come straight home from school, when I got home my mom slapped me and called me a whore, and all I think is how does she know!
11. My first boyfriend had a gold tooth, was "supposedly" in a gang, and in the dark when he smiled all you saw was the tooth shining. I'll never live that one down.
10. When we lived in florida we (me and my brothers) used to sneak out of the bathroom door that led tot he backyard and we'd jump into the pool. That is until my mom would come out and yell for us to get out (it was always after ten)
9. In college I had these boots, I loved them, they weren't timberlands they were Lugz which lets face it they sorta look the same. Anytime I wore them my white friend would call me a thug. So now to him I'm considered as Cathy the Thug.
8. If boobs seem to skip a generation in my family then my daughter should have big ones like my mom, hopefully not too big.
7. I always think my boyfriend is cheating on me. So I try to give him what he wants as much as possible so he doesn't want to go out and get it somewhere else.
6. If I could I'd probably ramble in blogs all day long about the most rambling nonesense I could think of.
5. I punched one of my cousins before over another cousin, they were always arguing about who was going to hang out with me, she took it too far so I corrected it.
4. I remember wearing a yellow frilly type dress and standing outside my duplex in Jersey City when I was like 5 and learning to ride a bike.
3. In my head I'm already on vacation, now my body just needs to catch up.
2. I wouldn't know how I would be if he ever left me, I'd be beyond heartbroken, as much as I throw him out all the time (he never goes of course), I dont think I could live without him.
1. I can't believe it took me almost a week to write 100 things about me, who knew it would be so hard.

Bahumbug

I'm so ready for Christmas to be over. Thank god we are opening the presents on Friday and just getting it done and over with before our trip to Florida. Which will definitely be an interesting one that's for sure. We're driving down there (18 hours if we went straight but who ever goes directly lol). There will be a lot of stopping and one very cranky kid that's for sure. Hopefully it will go smoothly. Just have to bring tons and tons of toys lol. Anyways I'm at work and I'm so ready to go home already. It's not even 11 yet bahumbug!

Long time no blog

I don't usually blog in here because I've tried focusing on my scrap blog a little more. But today I feel like blogging here. I've got tons to rant about.

1. I'm sick, I hate being sick, I hate the feeling of sick, I hate the medicine taking, coughing, throat hurting sick. I feel like I have something stuck in my throat and I can't get it out. It's a horrible feeling, and I hate it. I just dislike being sick. The body feeling completely run down and inoperable, the having to suffer through a long work day. It sucks completely and utterly. I've already gone through a whole bottle of medicine and I'm not cured yet. Within time I will get there ... I hope.

2. This year we are going to Florida for Christmas. Last year we threw our Christmas tree out because it wouldn't spin anymore. So this year we've decided not to put one up. In a way it's good because Isabella won't tear it apart but I miss our tree, we always have a tree. The house is so lonely without one :-(

3. My hard drive died on Turkey day ... lost everything. Will have to wait for me to get my taxes so that I can see if I can recover the data. Because it's going to cost quite a bit for sure. I'm super bummed because all my fabulous pictures are on there.

4. My cousin hasn't left yet, she needs to bounce out of the house already. Every time we go get pizza we get apartment books and put it on her bed. She hasn't said anything but we need to keep doing it, she needs hints!

5. I've lost my train of thought because this blog is taking too long and there are just too many interruptions lol