Monday, June 30, 2008
Manic Monday ... Wish it was Sunday
Remember that song, I do, I think I sing it every Monday, cause I never want the weekend to end. Why do weekends have to end, why are Mondays so boring and so long and so dragging, I hate it. Ughhh blahhhh. I hate Mondays.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Pointless
You know you have nothing to say when you sit here for five minutes wondering what the hell you're going to talk about and then you decide you're going to talk about the fact that you have nothing to say ... ha ha.
Cough Cough Grrr Grrr
There's something in my throat and my stomach is empty ... lately my daily food intake has consisted of dinner ... if I'm lucky. How sad is that. It really sucks to be broke. Literally. I think today I might treat myself to some lunch, I wonder does quizno's take credit? LOL or should I say debit?
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Why NOT ... because I can
A brief description of my coworkers if you will, just because I can ...
Boss Lady - I really hate her laugh, seriously. It's annoying and she's always bad mouthing people and it feels like she is really moody sometimes. sometimes she will be nice other times she will be so rude to you and talk to you like you're a child, like wtf did i do to you. And man does she love to gossip seriously she thinks no one can do their job so they should all be fired. she's not technically my boss, but she's the head of the sales assistants and that includes me as well but my boss will always be my boss ... which leads me to
my boss - loves to repeat everything fifty times, doesn't think i have a brain i swear, i wish he only knew. Really annoying, only good thing about him is that when he's here he gives me work and i can stop being bored and just sitting here twiddling my thumbs.
bad haircut man - talks a hell of a lot, he is in an office diagonal from me, I'm assuming he's like marketing or purchasing something like that. Anyway I think this man can seriously talk his way through anything it's ridiculous and people just sit there and eat it up. I would be like in my head please just shut the fuck up already seriously.
No tooth crazy lady - she's actually really cool and down to earth but super ghetto in a scrapper kind of way. she will pick a fight with anyone over the dumbest things, and totally plays the race card to get what she wants when she can (she's white mind you but I'm sure she's from the ghetto area lol). She's the type of person who will pick a fight with someone at a register and probably get them fired. That's just embarrassing.
the new e - she's cool, reminds me of my old friend e but I'm still too much of a closed person right now to let anyone in and be friends with them. i don't want to be like her, cause i like me but i wouldn't mind hanging out with her outside of work but I'm too chicken shit to be like hey do you want to be my friend LOL...
Church man - seriously his vacation was a church retreat or whatever it was, like who does that. He's so weird, and always talks about what is right and what is wrong, like dude get over yourself I'm sure in your lifetime you have sinned here or there, i know it cause no one is 100% pure.
quiet lady - no she's not as quiet as me cause i sit here not saying much all day really but she's crazy lady's friend and that's the person she talks to the most. she's weird very stiff. like semi church but wanna be bad cause she is friends with crazy lady and tries to be all diff for her, I'm probably confusing all of you ahah.
jingle bells - there's this lady here she's probably in late forty's early 50's if she's younger my bizad hahahah. she wears fucking bells on her stilettos seriously why what the hell. she dresses with super tight close totally Italian wanna be mafiasque's wife kinda thing she got going on. Like she could totally be tony sopranos gumah LOL however you spell that shit lol.
Cookie Cuter man doll - his name is the same name as the doll, all he needs is his barbie... he's young and semi balding, but not half bad looking, totally looks like a preppy ken doll with a stick up his ass to hold him up. Literally.
Burps-a-lot - seriously we are in cubicles and on the other side of my cubicle is the only male sales admin and all he does all day is pass gas (thank god it's not farting) and seriously sometimes he makes me throw up a little in my mouth and it's just disgusting. Really really disturbing.
If I remember any other I will let you know but for now that's all I can think of but these people are my coworkers whether I like it or not, these are their nicknames I have for them, don't you love it?
Boss Lady - I really hate her laugh, seriously. It's annoying and she's always bad mouthing people and it feels like she is really moody sometimes. sometimes she will be nice other times she will be so rude to you and talk to you like you're a child, like wtf did i do to you. And man does she love to gossip seriously she thinks no one can do their job so they should all be fired. she's not technically my boss, but she's the head of the sales assistants and that includes me as well but my boss will always be my boss ... which leads me to
my boss - loves to repeat everything fifty times, doesn't think i have a brain i swear, i wish he only knew. Really annoying, only good thing about him is that when he's here he gives me work and i can stop being bored and just sitting here twiddling my thumbs.
bad haircut man - talks a hell of a lot, he is in an office diagonal from me, I'm assuming he's like marketing or purchasing something like that. Anyway I think this man can seriously talk his way through anything it's ridiculous and people just sit there and eat it up. I would be like in my head please just shut the fuck up already seriously.
No tooth crazy lady - she's actually really cool and down to earth but super ghetto in a scrapper kind of way. she will pick a fight with anyone over the dumbest things, and totally plays the race card to get what she wants when she can (she's white mind you but I'm sure she's from the ghetto area lol). She's the type of person who will pick a fight with someone at a register and probably get them fired. That's just embarrassing.
the new e - she's cool, reminds me of my old friend e but I'm still too much of a closed person right now to let anyone in and be friends with them. i don't want to be like her, cause i like me but i wouldn't mind hanging out with her outside of work but I'm too chicken shit to be like hey do you want to be my friend LOL...
Church man - seriously his vacation was a church retreat or whatever it was, like who does that. He's so weird, and always talks about what is right and what is wrong, like dude get over yourself I'm sure in your lifetime you have sinned here or there, i know it cause no one is 100% pure.
quiet lady - no she's not as quiet as me cause i sit here not saying much all day really but she's crazy lady's friend and that's the person she talks to the most. she's weird very stiff. like semi church but wanna be bad cause she is friends with crazy lady and tries to be all diff for her, I'm probably confusing all of you ahah.
jingle bells - there's this lady here she's probably in late forty's early 50's if she's younger my bizad hahahah. she wears fucking bells on her stilettos seriously why what the hell. she dresses with super tight close totally Italian wanna be mafiasque's wife kinda thing she got going on. Like she could totally be tony sopranos gumah LOL however you spell that shit lol.
Cookie Cuter man doll - his name is the same name as the doll, all he needs is his barbie... he's young and semi balding, but not half bad looking, totally looks like a preppy ken doll with a stick up his ass to hold him up. Literally.
Burps-a-lot - seriously we are in cubicles and on the other side of my cubicle is the only male sales admin and all he does all day is pass gas (thank god it's not farting) and seriously sometimes he makes me throw up a little in my mouth and it's just disgusting. Really really disturbing.
If I remember any other I will let you know but for now that's all I can think of but these people are my coworkers whether I like it or not, these are their nicknames I have for them, don't you love it?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I'm falling asleep literally. I woke up five minutes before I was supposed to leave the house this morning. Bad right, So i quickly put something on and left the house. And now I'm bored at work with nothing to do and i'm falling asleep. I'm ready to hit the bed and take a nappy nap maybe i'll go do that during lunch go take a nap in my car or something. Just relax and whatever and I've got about 40 minutes till lunch time.
Monday, June 9, 2008
Slow Moving
OK so I've been at this job for four weeks now and I still feel like I do absolutely nothing half the time. Maybe it's just because it's the slow season or whatever but I'm freaking bored. I'm desperately trying to find things to pass the time so I don't conk my head on the table because I fell asleep of the major boredom I'm feeling. It's just bad really really bad. I often wonder what it is that everyone else is doing that makes them all seem so busy like share the work I need something to do too you know. Maybe there just isn't enough to go around then I'm just wondering why it is they need me to begin with. I mean I don't even have shit filing to do LOL. And no one ever wants to do filing, but I already did it and am now up to date on all the filing so my life at work right now is boring. Dun huh. I miss watching TV and movies and listening to good music. I need to get a cheap clock radio so I have something to do cause wow is all i can say about my boredom.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
The Top Ten Most Unexplained Phenomenon
The Taos Hum
Some residents and visitors in the small city of Taos, New Mexico, have for years been annoyed and puzzled by a mysterious and faint low-frequency hum in the desert air. Oddly, only about 2 percent of Taos residents report hearing the sound. Some believe it is caused by unusual acoustics; others suspect mass hysteria or some secret, sinister purpose. Whether described as a whir, a hum, or buzz and whether psychological, natural, or supernatural no one has yet been able to locate the sound's origin.
Bigfoot
For decades, large, hairy, manlike beasts called Bigfoot have occasionally been reported by eyewitnesses across America. Despite the thousands of Bigfoot that must exist for a breeding population, not a single body has been found. Not one has been killed by a hunter, struck dead by a speeding car, or even died of natural causes. In the absence of hard evidence like teeth or bones, support comes down to eyewitness sightings and ambiguous photos and films. Since it is logically impossible to prove a universal negative, science will never be able to prove that creatures like Bigfoot and the Loch Ness monster do not exist, and it is possible that these mysterious beasts lurk far from prying eyes.
Intuition
Whether we call it gut feelings, a 'sixth sense,' or something else, we have all experienced intuition at one time or another. Of course, gut feelings are often wrong (how many times during aircraft turbulence have you been sure your plane was going down?), but they do seem to be right much of the time. Psychologists note that people subconsciously pick up information about the world around us, leading us to seemingly sense or know information without knowing exactly how or why we know it. But cases of intuition are difficult to prove or study, and psychology may only be part of the answer.
Mysterious Disappearances
People disappear for various reasons. Most are runaways, some succumb to accident, a few are abducted or killed, but most are eventually found. Not so with the truly mysterious disappearances. From the crew of the Marie Celeste to Jimmy Hoffa, Amelia Earhart, and Natalee Holloway, some people seem to have vanished without a trace. When missing persons are found, it is always through police work, confession, or accident never by 'psychic detectives'). But when the evidence is lacking and leads are lost, even police and forensic science can't always solve the crime.
Ghosts
From the Shakespeare play "MacBeth" to the NBC show "Medium," spirits of the dead have long made an appearance in our culture and folklore. Many people have reported seeing apparitions of both shadowy strangers and departed loved ones. Though definitive proof for the existence of ghosts remains elusive, sincere eyewitnesses continue to report seeing, photographing, and even communicating with ghosts. Ghost investigators hope to one day prove that the dead can contact the living, providing a final answer to the mystery.
Deja vu
Deja vu is a French phrase meaning 'already seen,' referring to the distinct, puzzling, and mysterious feeling of having experienced a specific set of circumstances before. A woman might walk into a building, for example, in a foreign country she'd never visited, and sense that the setting is eerily and intimately familiar. Some attribute deja vu to psychic experiences or unbidden glimpses of previous lives. As with intuition (see #3), research into ,human psychology can offer more naturalistic explanations, but ultimately the cause and nature of the phenomenon itself remains a mystery.
UFOs
There is no doubt that UFOs (Unidentified Flying Objects) exist - many people see things in the skies that they cannot identify, ranging from aircraft to meteors. Whether or not any of those objects and lights are alien spacecraft is another matter entirely; given the fantastic distances and effort involved in just getting to Earth from across the universe, such a scenario seems unlikely. Still, while careful investigation has revealed known causes for most sighting reports, some UFO incidents will always remain unexplained.
Near-Death Experiences and Life After Death
People who were once near death have sometimes reported various mystical experiences (such as going into a tunnel and emerging in a light, being reunited with loved ones, a sense of peace, etc.) that may suggest an existence beyond the grave. While such experiences are profound, no one has returned with proof or verifiable information from "beyond the grave." Skeptics suggest that the experiences are explainable as natural and predictable hallucinations of a traumatized brain, yet there is no way to know with certainty what causes near-death experiences, or if they truly are visions of "the other side."
Psychic powers and ESP
Psychic powers and extra-sensory perception (ESP) rank among the top ten unexplained phenomena if for no other reason than that belief in them is so widespread. Many people believe that intuition (see #3) is a form of psychic power, a way of accessing arcane or special knowledge about the world or the future. Researchers have tested people who claim to have psychic powers, though the results under controlled scientific conditions have so far been negative or ambiguous. Some have argued that psychic powers cannot be tested, or for some reason diminish in the presence of skeptics or scientists. If this is true, science will never be able to prove or disprove the existence of psychic powers.
The Body/Mind Connection
Medical science is only beginning to understand the ways in which the mind influences the body. The placebo effect, for example, demonstrates that people can at times cause a relief in medical symptoms or suffering by believing the cures to be effective - whether they actually are or not. Using processes only poorly understood, the body's ability to heal itself is far more amazing than anything modern medicine could create.
Some residents and visitors in the small city of Taos, New Mexico, have for years been annoyed and puzzled by a mysterious and faint low-frequency hum in the desert air. Oddly, only about 2 percent of Taos residents report hearing the sound. Some believe it is caused by unusual acoustics; others suspect mass hysteria or some secret, sinister purpose. Whether described as a whir, a hum, or buzz and whether psychological, natural, or supernatural no one has yet been able to locate the sound's origin.
Bigfoot
For decades, large, hairy, manlike beasts called Bigfoot have occasionally been reported by eyewitnesses across America. Despite the thousands of Bigfoot that must exist for a breeding population, not a single body has been found. Not one has been killed by a hunter, struck dead by a speeding car, or even died of natural causes. In the absence of hard evidence like teeth or bones, support comes down to eyewitness sightings and ambiguous photos and films. Since it is logically impossible to prove a universal negative, science will never be able to prove that creatures like Bigfoot and the Loch Ness monster do not exist, and it is possible that these mysterious beasts lurk far from prying eyes.
Intuition
Whether we call it gut feelings, a 'sixth sense,' or something else, we have all experienced intuition at one time or another. Of course, gut feelings are often wrong (how many times during aircraft turbulence have you been sure your plane was going down?), but they do seem to be right much of the time. Psychologists note that people subconsciously pick up information about the world around us, leading us to seemingly sense or know information without knowing exactly how or why we know it. But cases of intuition are difficult to prove or study, and psychology may only be part of the answer.
Mysterious Disappearances
People disappear for various reasons. Most are runaways, some succumb to accident, a few are abducted or killed, but most are eventually found. Not so with the truly mysterious disappearances. From the crew of the Marie Celeste to Jimmy Hoffa, Amelia Earhart, and Natalee Holloway, some people seem to have vanished without a trace. When missing persons are found, it is always through police work, confession, or accident never by 'psychic detectives'). But when the evidence is lacking and leads are lost, even police and forensic science can't always solve the crime.
Ghosts
From the Shakespeare play "MacBeth" to the NBC show "Medium," spirits of the dead have long made an appearance in our culture and folklore. Many people have reported seeing apparitions of both shadowy strangers and departed loved ones. Though definitive proof for the existence of ghosts remains elusive, sincere eyewitnesses continue to report seeing, photographing, and even communicating with ghosts. Ghost investigators hope to one day prove that the dead can contact the living, providing a final answer to the mystery.
Deja vu
Deja vu is a French phrase meaning 'already seen,' referring to the distinct, puzzling, and mysterious feeling of having experienced a specific set of circumstances before. A woman might walk into a building, for example, in a foreign country she'd never visited, and sense that the setting is eerily and intimately familiar. Some attribute deja vu to psychic experiences or unbidden glimpses of previous lives. As with intuition (see #3), research into ,human psychology can offer more naturalistic explanations, but ultimately the cause and nature of the phenomenon itself remains a mystery.
UFOs
There is no doubt that UFOs (Unidentified Flying Objects) exist - many people see things in the skies that they cannot identify, ranging from aircraft to meteors. Whether or not any of those objects and lights are alien spacecraft is another matter entirely; given the fantastic distances and effort involved in just getting to Earth from across the universe, such a scenario seems unlikely. Still, while careful investigation has revealed known causes for most sighting reports, some UFO incidents will always remain unexplained.
Near-Death Experiences and Life After Death
People who were once near death have sometimes reported various mystical experiences (such as going into a tunnel and emerging in a light, being reunited with loved ones, a sense of peace, etc.) that may suggest an existence beyond the grave. While such experiences are profound, no one has returned with proof or verifiable information from "beyond the grave." Skeptics suggest that the experiences are explainable as natural and predictable hallucinations of a traumatized brain, yet there is no way to know with certainty what causes near-death experiences, or if they truly are visions of "the other side."
Psychic powers and ESP
Psychic powers and extra-sensory perception (ESP) rank among the top ten unexplained phenomena if for no other reason than that belief in them is so widespread. Many people believe that intuition (see #3) is a form of psychic power, a way of accessing arcane or special knowledge about the world or the future. Researchers have tested people who claim to have psychic powers, though the results under controlled scientific conditions have so far been negative or ambiguous. Some have argued that psychic powers cannot be tested, or for some reason diminish in the presence of skeptics or scientists. If this is true, science will never be able to prove or disprove the existence of psychic powers.
The Body/Mind Connection
Medical science is only beginning to understand the ways in which the mind influences the body. The placebo effect, for example, demonstrates that people can at times cause a relief in medical symptoms or suffering by believing the cures to be effective - whether they actually are or not. Using processes only poorly understood, the body's ability to heal itself is far more amazing than anything modern medicine could create.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
revelations ...
rev·e·la·tion - [rev-uh-ley-shuhn] –noun 1. the act of revealing or disclosing; disclosure. 2. something revealed or disclosed, esp. a striking disclosure, as of something not before realized.
This is what I had today, a revelation. Someone told me (I know that someone doesn't read my blog so I feel comfortable sharing this with everyone) today that when I liked them they too had liked me at one point in time to the point of daydreaming of kisses as I did many years ago. The thought of him actually thinking of me like that sent the butterfly nervousness goodness through my body like I felt special. I literally had no absolute idea that he ever thought of me in this manner because I was majorly crushing on him many years ago but he said I was like a sister to him so I backed away (not to mention he's my brother's BFF). So now we text everyday, we're both taken so nothing is going to happen but oh the revelations were flying yesterday. It's just something fun to do .. it's def not cheating though cause we are not doing anything just talking.
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