Randomness

I haven't blogged on here for a while ... no drama to talk about you know. How boring is that. My brother has Jury duty this week, I almost wish I had jury duty because I love watching those crime shows on TV. It's def something different and interesting to experience. I got called once but couldn't go because it was during an exam week in school. I miss school sometimes (not the classes).

I ran into my DTM brother twice, whatever. It's bound to happen I just hope I don't see "it" anywhere or I don't know what I would do seriously. Is it bad that I actually thought of slashing tires just cause I had the opportunity to screw with him. Then I felt all bad and guilty. I didn't do anything wrong but I felt bad like he's my brother he can't be DTM you know. I actually felt sorry for him for only having THEM in his life and anything THEM related. He ran into my mom and she asked if he was happy he said he was comfortable. My mom is riding on that ray of hope that he didn't say happy only comfortable, she's like well he didn't say he's happy. Like miraculously he's going to change his mind and come back to her kind of thing. I didn't say anything I just let her ride that ray of sunshine she has in her head. He said he was going to stop by to say hi to my dad (my mom told him to) on Easter. When cleaning up the food she was like oh let me save some for your brother in case he comes so he can take some home. He didn't show up. I felt bad for her. (Writing that it almost made me tear up so I'm changing the subject).

So back to my brother being on Jury duty because of that the schedule to watch Isabella is all whacked out. Now Kirk is going in at 330 (WTF you mean to tell me he could have kept that fucking schedule instead of working from 11-8). I think he's full of shit. I think he changed the schedule to satisfy himself with no consideration on who's watching our child and when. I swear I really and honestly think he's really selfish sometimes. Men just don't think of anyone but themselves first ... who agrees with me? It's horrible how selfish he is. I mean yeah I am sometimes too who isn't but he goes a little over board with it sometimes and it's just irritating me. Men! Can't live with them, can't live without them!

babies

so my old coworker just called me and she had forever had issues with gettin pregnant. you know she did the whole taking shots, going here and there to try and get pregnant so she finally did and had a beautiful little girl, apparently she tells me she just popped another kid out in February and is contemplating working on her third because she's not getting any younger (37). I'm all like wow I didn't even know you were pregnant again lol. Well sure enough i get the dreaded question. when are you having another. i feel like i'm being forced to have another kid. it wasn't hard the first time at all nothing was hard, not the pregnancy not the labor not the waking up (cause who needs sleep), so why shouldn't i go ahead and try for another one. i dont know if im ready cause i just don't know. i would feel like im doing it just to get it over with and to satisfy everyone else. but babies cost money ... money i dont have so unless your going to pay for my child please just leave me the hell alone i'll have another one when im ready.

Transportation Manager - Rant

YOU SHORT NO NECK FAGGOT ASS MOTHER FUCKER HOW DARE YOU YELL AT ME FOR DOING MY FUCKING JOB! IS IT MY FUCKING FAULT YOUR SHORT MONSTER LOOKING LIKE BITCH OF A ADMIN IS OUT TODADY ... NO!!! IS IT MY FAULT YOUR LEPRECHAUN MOFO OF A SUPERVISOR IS ON VACATION THIS WEEK ... NO!!!! SO DON'T FUCKING YELL AT ME CAUSE FOR ONCE SINCE YOU'VE FUCKING BEEN HERE YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO DO SOME WORK, YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO TAKE PHONE CALLS, YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO DO PAPERWORK AND NOT JUST TELL YOUR MINIONS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. WHY DON'T YOU GET OFF YOUR FUCKING HIGH HORSE STOP STRESSING AND TAKING SHIT OUT ON ME AS IF YOU MEAN ANYTHING TO ME YOU FUCKING SHRIMP. FIRST OF ALL NO ONE EVEN FUCKING TOLD ME YOUR SNAGLE TOOTH ADMIN WASN'T EVEN HERE TODAY I HAD TO FUCKING OVER HEAR THAT SHIT CAUSE NO ONE TELLS ME SHIT HERE, SO WHY DON'T YOU TAKE YOUR NO NECK STOCKY NASTINESS TO THE GYM TO WORK OUT YOUR FRUSTRATION IN THE SHOWERS WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, CAUSE YOUR SO OBVIOUSLY A FLAME (I BET IF HE COULD HE WOULD DATE THE MOFO AND THEY WOULD LOVE IT). GO PUT ON YOUR LEGWARMERS (LOL BRIAN), YOUR FUCKING LITTLE TU TU AND GO DANCE AND PRANCE AROUND YOUR OFFICE DOING NOTHING BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOUR USED TO BECAUSE EVERYONE DOES EVERYTHING FOR YOU. YOU KNOW I REALLY FUCKING HATE MANAGERS THEY ARE OVERPAID PEOPLE WHO DO NOTHING AND TAKE ALL THE RECOGNITION FOR ALL WORK THAT COMES OUT OF THEIR DEPARTMENT IT'S A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT AND I BAN HIM FROM MY SIGHT OF VIEW. FUCKING PRICK!