Sleep is a Luxury

That I don't have ... Isabella has been sleeping in my bed for two days now. She's sick so she is constantly waking up throughout the whole night and when she wakes up she's crying. So I am needless to say exhausted. I feel like i haven't slept in days and right now I'm at work practically falling asleep. Seriously it's very very hard for me to keep my opens long enough to do anything and on top of that I have NOTHING to do at work, literally NOTHING! So I'm trying to find things online to do and it's even hard to do that because really what's so exciting out there nothing really. I need my bed and some time to myself.

Men = Idiots!

So I was listening to my favorite radio station this morning, Z100. Someone had sent an email in that went along the lines of the following:

My friend is a receptionist and gets a lot of weird calls. She was telling me about this one call that was a guy who asked if she could tell his wife that he has been working overtime at her company. But before he even asks the receptionist to lie for him he tells her the situation. He's been cheating on his wife for the past 6 weeks and has told her that he has been working overtime there (even though he doesn't work there at all) he asked the receptionist that his wife will probably call and if she could please tell his wife that he is in a meeting and will call him back when it's over. The receptionist being the nice person that she is laughed and said sure ok. Not believing him obviously. But sure enough two hours later his wife calls. So the receptionist thinking this guy shouldn't be getting away with this tells the guys wife. Well actually he hasn't been working over time he has been cheating on your for the past six weeks. He didn't block his number so she gave his wife the number that he called from. Sure enough the wife says thank you and calls her husband. The wife calls back later that day to tell the receptionist thank you for telling me, he admitted that he had been cheating on me for the past 6 weeks ... with my mother!

So the radio station asked what do you think the receptionist should have done? Would you have told the wife the truth or lied for the husband? Now if you lie to the wife then you are just continuing the mans lies but she wouldn't be hurt.

Me personally I would have told the wife everything just like the receptionist cause us women need to stick together. He must have been pretty fucking desperate to call some random place and lie that he's worked there and then ask a perfect stranger to lie for him as well. As if! I know i wouldn't put up with no man's shit and if one of my friends knew something (and this wasn't even a friend) then I would definitely tell her even if she didn't believe me at least I told her so she can't say that I didn't warn her. Oh and the kicker of the story that he was sleeping with her mother, I mean seriously how fucked up can you be. That is definitely some freaking Jerry Springer shit right there. Drama ... LOVE IT!

Tired

I hate when you wait and you hope and your like Oh yeah it's so gonna happen, and then it doesn't. That just really really sux but you move on you keep trying and cross your fingers that one day you just might be good enough. Whatever I like my stuff and that's all that really matters since I'm the one who will be looking at it always not you or you or even you. But I move on ...

So it's 8:08 and I'm ready to go home ... I took Friday off though so I could relax a little and maybe spend some time with the bf since I've been ignoring him for a good two weeks cause he keeps pissing me off going to his friends house to help them fix up. And here's my problem with this... 1. anytime we have something in the house they NEVER come, 2. he's supposed to be paying him but he hasn't gotten a dime yet, 3. there are days where he drives to the guys place and he's sleeping or not ready to do anything that day (it's a fucking hour away and gas is high). 4. he spends no time with me or my daughter like at all. I'm just mad and disappointed all around I almost feel like just saying fuck it i don't give three fucks anymore i don't care i don't care i don't care just leave me the hell alone! You know what I'm just over it and tired.

I'm just tired.