Kickin it Old Skool

So I've been getting new music for my Ipod and I'm in a serious old school feel, no not like 80's or whatever but what I grew up with, the 80's-90's. Mostly 90's. A little Biggie, TLC, SWV, Aaron Hall, Cranberries, Goo Goo Dolls, etc etc. I'm in music heaven right now listening to my ipod at work, trying to cure that boredom of just sitting here doing nothing while I start to fall asleep. So far so good. I'm tempted to break out in song right now lol. Like you know those tv shows or whatever that just break out into song and everyone gets into step and does the same moves. Like our lives are a choreographed musical in the making. Could you imagine lol. What would you do if you're just sitting there and one day someone just breaks out into song. I'd be like what's wrong with that person. Music makes people happy. It makes me happy. So in conclusion music = happy = me!

Eyes Half Mooned

I can't keep them open
half moons limitless visions
8 hours is a lifetime distance away
something so simple, so small, so necessary
in the distance beyond the light,
one day, one day, one day.

dreams of tsunami's at the beach
dreams of the little one splashing water
dreams of monsters and demons
dreams of never ending stories
my night consists of sleeplessness

8 hours seems a lifetime away
one day, one day, one day.
i sit here not alone, but in solitude
looking at this screen filled with mega pixels
they grow heavier by the second,
unable to open afraid of the visions

one day, one day, one day
my head will rest on that pillow,
complete silence will encompass my body
the depths of the darkness has arrived
because one day, one day i know
i will get those eight hours of sleep.

Odd News LOL

Mexico captures submarine loaded with drugs Reuters - Thu Jul 17, 1:16 PM ET
MEXICO CITY (Reuters) - Mexican troops seized a small submarine smuggling drugs in the Pacific Ocean on Wednesday, the military said.

Man claims Subway baked knife into sandwich Reuters - Thu Jul 17, 1:08 PM ET
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A New York man claimed in a lawsuit filed on Wednesday that he found a knife with a 7-inch (18-cm) blade baked into the bread of his foot-long "Cold Cut Trio" Subway sandwich.

Man blows up apartment spraying for bugs Reuters - Mon Jul 21, 1:27 PM ET
NEW YORK, July 21 (Reuters) - A New Jersey man trying to exterminate insects in his apartment blew it up instead, the New York Daily News reported on Monday.

Loud music makes customers drink faster Reuters - Fri Jul 18, 8:30 PM ET
LONDON (Reuters) - Customers of bars that play loud music drink more quickly and in fewer gulps, French researchers said on Friday.

It's the law: No sagging pants in Chicago suburb AP - Sun Jul 20, 2:06 PM ET
LYNWOOD, Ill. - Be careful if you have saggy pants in the south Chicago suburb of Lynwood. Village leaders have passed an ordinance that would levy $25 fines against anyone showing three inches or more of their underwear in public.

Fish pedicures: Carp rid human feet of scaly skin AP - Mon Jul 21, 8:30 PM ET
ALEXANDRIA, Va. - Ready for the latest in spa pampering? Prepare to dunk your tootsies in a tank of water and let tiny carp nibble away.

Men sentenced for setting friend's crotch ablaze AP - Mon Jul 21, 8:30 PM ET
SAN LUIS OBISPO, Calif. - Two practical jokers are behind bars for setting their passed-out drinking buddy's crotch ablaze while boozing in Grover Beach. Matthew Craig Pillers and Jack Brent Nicholas Keiffer pleaded no contest to a felony great bodily injury charge.

RIP Canon PowerShot 7/21/08

So my lovely camera that I hearted so much is never to be anymore. My warranty doesn't cover physical damage and apparently my lovely and beautiful daughter had it while I was at work and I assume decided to drop it on the floor and the camera lens is now tilted and therefore will not work. Thanks to my much endearing boyfriend for NOT watching her while she had the camera in her hands .... thanks so very very very much. So either I pay almost 300 for them to fix it or I just give up and let it go. Even though I don't want to let it go. I really liked that camera and yes I do have a new Nikkon CoolPix camera but it's just not the same as my Canon Powershot. It's just not the same ... I'm literally sad about my camera. I'm hoping to get it back and have my BF look at it and hopefully he can take it apart and fix it somehow. Cross your fingers please. If not then I will really have to let it go. :-(

That person's mom is coming today to help take care of the baby. I love it that her father wants nothing to do with it that he's as mad as all of us are. But still my mother is making me go to the hospital. I would rather just go to the house or something. This is really not something I'm looking forward too AT ALL!!!! The bitch should have had an abortion the second she found out. Especially if she fucking lied and said her tubes were tied and her youngest kid is 10 and I think she's still married. I feel sorry for my brother. He's stuck forever. He's not even father material he's more like throw some money at it and it's done you know. We shall see what happens ... even though I don't want to.

Sometimes it's really hard to stay away here they tell me come September it gets really busy .. cross fingers cause I'm bored out of my mind here. Today my text buddy is out of the loop he had to go to his girlfriend's uncle's funeral. So I'm bored here alone with nothing to do. And no one to talk to .. it's sad really I'm just hoping for some work cause otherwise I'll be sleeping and I don't want to do that either. Cause I know one day someone will catch me with my eyes closed and that will be the end of it. Anywho... someone pick a topic any topic and i will talk about it cause i'm just that bored.

Dreams

This morning I was having a dream that we lived in a town close to the beach and sure enough a tidal wave (tsunami whatever) was coming our way. We were running through the streets trying to get to higher ground. Isabella was there. We were hiding in this one building and there were other people there and there was a monster (demon). He was looking for someone specific not to kill or anything like that but to take back with him. He passed me by and then I got scared that he wanted Isabella I tried to get to her in time but I couldn't for some reason. Finally she snuck around and came to me. Then in one part of the dream we were at Taco Bell. (I don't know I haven't been there in years literally) I couldn't decide what I wanted to eat. It was just strange dream all around. but after the monster and Isabella I woke up to her running into my room saying scared scared. Hmmm makes you wonder.

Dreams are a wondrous thing ... why do we have them and why are they so strange usually. Who knows?

Right now I'm exhausted I went to bed around 1 and was woken up at 5 ... I really need to start going to sleep early this is getting to be too much for me. I'm practically falling asleep at the wheel. Not safe at all.

Weird News -
Doctors pull screws, nails from metal-eating man - Fri Jul 11, 12:27 PM ET
LIMA (Reuters) - Doctors in a coastal town in northwestern Peru have rescued the innards of a 38-year-old man by removing 17 metal objects -- among them nails, a watch clasp and a knife -- that he ate. (you know wasn't there an episode of House like that or maybe it was that real life ER show lol where some kid was eating metal balls, I think it was House.)

Ravers lose sight at Russian laser show Reuters - Mon Jul 14, 4:27 PM ET
MOSCOW (Reuters) - Dozens of partygoers at an outdoor rave near Moscow last week have lost partial vision after a laser light show burned their retinas, Russian health officials said on Monday. (HAHAHA damn ravers, do people still do that lol)

Depressed

So yesterday I find out that my dtm brother and that biznotch dtm cousin of mine are expecting and that supposedly she's going to get a c-section on the 24th of this month and that it's a girl and that the name they have picked out is adrianna. where the fuck they got that name i don't know either way i'm unbelievably depressed about this news (which btw wasn't told to us by either one of them but by a third party who told my father who then informed us, apparently my father has known for a while and assumed we knew which we didn't). I don't think i could accept this. I really really don't. Do I really want a niece who is also technically my cousin. This is some serious Jerry Springer shit that I don't want to deal with. What's he going to do show up one day with a baby ... he's not even affectionate like father material. He's the type of person who shows no emotion who is all about oh i'll give u the money to be happy kind of thing u know. I mean when I had Isabella he was very stand offish about it. Looked extremely uncomfortable holding her etc etc. Ughh I can't believe this is happening ... it doesn't exist it isn't happening this isn't real this isn't my family. they don't exist!

UPDATE.........
It's all true he confirmed it 7/15/08. She is indeed pregnant and having a girl and her name will be Adrianna ... and supposedly her two kids (i think she's still married btw) are jealous. The older boy doesn't want anything to do with the upcoming baby and the younger girl is ok with it but still jealous. I think it's just that they know it's wrong, that they know mom is still married to dad and that mom is dating her cousin and are now about to have a baby which will make it what their sister/cousin. This is some Jerry Springer shit.

More stupid news

DALLAS - Police didn't have to go far to find $400,000 worth of cocaine — it was in an undercover car they'd been driving for two months. (I MEAN DID THEY NOT KNOW IT WAS IN THERE ... IDIOTS)

FORREST CITY, Ark. - Forrest City police weren't able to catch their man after a high-speed chase through town, but the cell phone he left behind gave away his identity.

NEW YORK (Reuters) - A Nevada brothel is trying to stimulate business by offering free gasoline.

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I'm falling asleep here I hate this seriously even if I'm busy I'm falling asleep. Kirk's new hours are killing me. coming home at 12:30ish in the morning and then he wants to talk about the day what we need to do etc etc. Mind you I wake up at 5 ...

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Headache ...

head·ache –noun
1. a pain located in the head, as over the eyes, at the temples, or at the base of the skull.
2. an annoying or bothersome person, situation, activity, etc.

I have both of those ... nice right. It's only 7:25 in the morning! You know what I love most about mornings ... oh that's easy c'mon I know you can answer that - NOTHING!!! I wish I was sleeping


I wish I was little bit taller
I wish I was a baller
I wish I had a girl who looked good
I would call her
I wish I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat
And a '64 Impala


Now why the hell does he want a rabbit in a hat and a bat LOL. Any who I've been into back in da day music lately. You know old skool one hit wonders like Skee-Lo with "I Wish". I don't know why I'm trying to reminisce a time that wasn't even that great but in my eyes it was great at that time. Maybe I'm just trying to be a kid again running around and chasing after boys, who knows. It's just fun i guess. I talk to these kids these days and it's just crazy how they are trying to be so grown up, and yes we've all done it at one point and time but most of us it was all talk. I don't remember being 13 and having a friend who was pregnant ... do you? They grow up too fast, is it the parents fault? Is it their friends fault? (I won't be cliche and blame it on TV and music cause that's just wrong) Is it just the kids fault? Obviously they didn't know any better but still. 13 and pregnant. When you hear that 17 girls make a pact to get pregnant just because they want to raise their kids together ... then you know there is something wrong with our youth, especially if one has to go so far as to sleep with a homeless man to complete the pact. It's just wrong. I mean I'm 29 and I can barely handle my kid (nah she's good but she has her moments and I lose my patience), so could you imagine someone at 13. I don't know what do you think?

Stupid People News in case you don't read it here's some funny stuff:
*HARTFORD, Conn. - An East Hartford man called police to report he had been robbed while trying to buy crack cocaine. (CAN WE SAY SPECIAL)
*WAUKESHA, Wis. - A Wisconsin man who posted a video online showing him and his father shocking each other with a stolen stun gun has been sent to prison.
*BALTIMORE - FedEx prides itself on reliability. But a mistaken delivery tipped off police to a 200-pound shipment of marijuana that someone tried to send from Pembroke Pines, Florida to Baltimore via the shipping company.
*WAUKESHA, Wis. - A 52-year-old Milwaukee-area man has been accused of faking heart attacks to avoid paying restaurant bills and cab fares. (THAT'S JUST WRONG)

hush

So I'm falling asleep at work again .. shocker. This morning my alarm went off and I must have hit off cause then next thing I know I'm waking up at six o'clock. Mind you that's usually the time I leave so thank god I made my lunch last night or I would have nothing. But regardless even getting gas I still got here on time and now I'm definitely falling asleep without a doubt of pure boredom. Anyone want to help with that?