I hate when ...

... people say things at the most inappropriate time that is completely uncalled for and unnecessary, i.e. when someone points some bad quality about yourself and then continues how they are complete opposite and better. I mean if you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all. I really don't need to hear the opinion of someone who doesn't matter to me, but it still bothered me.

... rumors at work grow more and more, and you know absolutely nothing because no one talks to you at work. When someone calls you and says so what do you think about all the rumors (not knowing all of them you say ... oh i just ignore them) of course i just ignore them cause i don't know them!

... when someone tells you one thing and then does the opposite. For example monkey does what monkey sees but doesn't do themselves .. i forget the saying so that's another thing i hate lol.

... i miss phone calls

... people yell at me for not calling them, the phone works both ways there buddy!

... the tv says one thing is playing and you turn it on and it's another thing

... lists ends cause i can't think of anything else to say

Rumorville

SO NOW the word around the office is that we may be bought out by someone and that one of our major accounts is up in the air and will be known next week if we still have that account or not. MInd you that is the account I do the most work for hmmmmmmmm .... we'll see what happens i guess. Hopefully only good things. I hope we are bought out by a company that is a million times better then cheap ass company that it is now (cross fingers for good news and hope)!!!

Life is so Unfair

I need some friends or something. Why is it that Kirk can go out all the time while I'm stuck at home. My days off I was at home doing nothing stuck, while he slept all damn day then went to work. Life is never fair in the least but c'mon now. Think of something that we can do together or something why does it always have to be me planning things. I just really feel like getting in my car and just running away for a while.

Boredom

bore·dom [bawr-duhm, bohr-] – noun
the state of being bored; tedium; ennui.

I'm so unbelievably bored it's just unbelievable haha. I'm so ready to go home. I literally have absolutely nothing to do and that's that. I'm at work doing absolutely nothing I can't even think of something to do so I had to come and blog and tell you how bored I was and just let the words flow out of my mouth. This weekend we have a birthday party to go to that should be fun hopefully. I dont know I'm ready for a vacation. At least I'm taking next friday off so maybe I'll find something to do. Hopefully cause I don't want to be stuck at home like I usually am. We'll see I'm just ready to disappear for a good minute from my life.

Arguements, Lies, Annoyances

This weekend specifically yesterday there was a lot of discussion surrounding my cousin and my brother. A lot of arguments back and forth. And I just really tried to stay out of it cause I know I would say some seriously hurtful things. My mom tells my brother one thing and backtracks and tells my cousin a different scenario. She was going to leave yesterday because she didn't feel welcomed anymore. I wanted to scream go home to your mother or your gay husband, you have no business being here, it's been over a year and you are still in the same situation. It's not as if she has shit loads of bills to pay you know. But whatever, I don't even want to discuss it I just want to ignore it and keep doing what I've been doing living my life and just blah to everyone else. Me and my older brother have never had a close relationship, why should that change now. I haven't liked her here since day one, why should that miraculously change, and my lil bro doesn't like her much either so I"m not alone on this boat. But we're sailing now because I just don't care anymore.

Karmic Decapitation

So I come into work normally, last week me and my friend were talking about how one of the managers is always calling people out and if they get hurt she doesn't believe that they are truly hurt enough not to work (even though they probably are). Well today my friend comes up to me and says did you hear what happened to so and so this morning. Of course no one really talks to me here but her so I was like no. Sure enough that manager got hurt this morning. I don't know how or why it happened but it happened. She went to open a door or something and her right thumb was cut off. Now is this Karma, I would say so. After her constantly saying things about other employees it has finally happened to her in return, it's totally ironic and I love it. Am I happy and laughing that her thumb was decapitated, perhaps but not for the reason that she was hurt but more for the reason that what comes around really does go back around. I believe that philosophy completely. So sad, so funny and so unbelievably true. We shall she what happens now since they rushed her to the emergency room with her thumb. I'm sure they will be able to reattach it. Will keep you updated as information comes in.

Oh the Woe's

The woes of work, someone was RIF'd today, a supervisor no less. (RIF=reduction in workforce) I don't even think he was expecting it so suddenly as it was. And it's only Thursday I mean they usually do those kind of things on a Friday. That almost leads me to believe that it could be possible that tomorrow someone else could go as well. Who, that's a good question because if a supervisor could be kicked out then surely any of the admins can be too. We'll see what happens tomorrow I guess. I did however send my email to this guy who wanted me last year, actually I should probably check my email to see if he's emailed me back yet. I just really want to get out of there before they kick me out. I mean in my mind I don't think they would because I'm the only one who does my job at my location, but rumors have been told to me that they are trying to eliminate my position to give it to someone in the corporate office. Now that's not fair because it's not my fault that the people in the corporate offices can't keep their accounts satisfied and they keep moving on to competitors so because of that the people in locations that are doing good have to be rif'd just because the people who are by the president need to keep their jobs... f' that that's def not fair. But whatever, I want to get out before they try and kick me out and they can offer m more money if they want but I will not keep it. I need to get out. I can't constantly live in fear that today is the day that I will be fired. No thank you!!! Fear is not a way to live. Alright enough about this i'm so over them totally. I need a complete new start.

Alone

So this weekend I'm pretty much on my own with Isabella. Today for example Kirk left to Pennsylvania around twoish with a coworker, mind you he hasn't called me yet to let me know if he got there and it's almost ten at night. Nice of him right, at least when I went to California I called him. So if he calls I will refuse to answer for his lack of consideration. I'll see him when he gets back on Monday. Everyone went to NY today. I would love to have gone causes that would have been awesome for some great picture taking, but alas I didn't because strolling around NYC with a one year old in a stroller all day is just NOT fun, so I stayed back. So it's been a blah day and it will for sure be a blah weekend. It's all good I get to do things I used to do like watch lifetime all day or something hahah ... like i'm doing now. anywho i'm bored with this blog, maybe i'll consider scrapping or something.