My week at work ...

Has been spent watching movies, literally watching movies. I think I'm averaging about 3 a day that's how bored I am. There are no managers here and it's just super quiet and there is nothing to do. So I bring my movies, cause honestly how long could you spend searching online for the same shit lol. I'm actually attempting to accomplish some work today, we'll see how long that lasts haha.

Blahness

It's Humpday Wednesday and I have nothing to rant about ... yet!
Yesterday was a relatively okay day .. I got a lot accomplished at home (scrappywise) and feel honky dorey today. I'm going to watch Mean Girls in a few cause there are no managers in my office this week and I freakin love it!! I just had a pb&j sandwich which I have been addicted to lately and it was super yummy. Ok let me go pretend to work, I'll come back on if there is actually something to rant about haha.

Interrupt Much!!

So I'm talking to two coworkers about the current movies that are out, I went and saw 1408 this weekend which I thought was one of the best movies I've seen in a while. Then we were talking about Evan Almighty how I said that I heard the reviews were not good on them. One coworker was like oh yeah that's the one with Moses blah blah blah I said no it's with Noah but don't worry they will probably make Moses next haha. Sure enough this guy in his office yells out "Moses used to work here, I saw him this weekend!" Yes a guy named moses used to work here but NO we were not talking about him nor did we appreciate you interrupting the conversation to give us your thought and then put a whole convo together about your weekend. No one asked you about your weekend, no one mentioned your name let alone looked in the direction of your office to inspire a thought from your nasty mouth, no we didn't ask for your quip about your weekend, no we weren't talking about that moses. Talk about listening in on people's conversations. I think all three of us, our mouths dropped at the audacity he had to cut into our conversation to make it all about him. i swear he is a real MOFO!!!

Just Breathe

I swear to you this lady at work is going to drive me insane, she sends me emails to do things for her that she could have done in the time she took to type out the email and send it ... for example

i.e.
i sent her new item forms that didn't have costs in our system yet. I filled absolutely everything out and left the cost blank, that's it just the cost. Can you explain why she sends me an email to let me know that the costs are up and can you fix the sheets. BITCH IF U GET OFF UR FUCKIN PHONE AND STOP CALLING EVERYONE FUCKIN BRUJITA, BIOTCH THEN MAYBE U WOULD REALIZE HELLO I CAN DO THAT MY FUCKIN DAMN SELF NO BUT I'LL SEND IT TO CATHY ... SHES MY "CLERK"!!! BITCH I DO NT WORK FOR YOU I WORK FOR YOUR BOSS I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING CLERK, NOR IS THAT EVEN MY TITLE. GO ON THE FUCKIN SCREEN AND LOOK UP THE FUCKING PRICE AND TYPE IN THE FUCKING 3 DIGIT NUMBER TO THE COST, U CAN'T DO THAT, U DO NT HAVE TWO SECONDS TO TYPE IT IN, HUH HUH HUH NOOOOOOOOOOO U CAN'T DO THAT CAUSE U CAN'T FUCKIN DO NOTHING!!!!

She makes me sooo angry sometimes that my body gets all tingly with anger and I'm so mad that I just want to tear up cause her stupidity is too much for my body and emotions to handle, if I could I would smack some sense into her cause she's an idiot and annoying and just blah. All she does is rely on her looks and that's it, and before you think it ... NO I AM NOT JEALOUS. I have a man and a family and I love them very much I am happy in my personal life and I love me! She's just fuckin stupid ... period! So I have to tell myself to just breathe cause if not then I will indeed be tempted to send her an email letting her know that in the time it took her to send me the fucking email she could have found the costs herself and filled it out herself. I don't think she's ever completed a form alone, like ever! I work with fucking retards.

Virginia Beach

So this was our first time there, granted it took us um a little less than six hours it was well worth it and I would definitely do it again. Maybe not right now but in two months or something haha. Let's break down our mini vacation ...

Day 1:
* Leave for VA around um i think it was 530ish we drove drove drove got a speeding ticket

* Finally got to Va around oh 1130ish maybe, now check in is not till 3 so we were hoping it would be ready for us to go up cause man we were tired and needed a major potty break, so we walk into the lobby and I swear to you the lady at the front desk got her ass kicked by somebody that's for sure. I mean she had two black eyes (my brother jokingly says that's what happens when you don't listen) she had bruises around her face and she just looked fucked up!!!! Anyway luckily our room was ready so we went back relaxed for a few minutes and out the door we went.

* So we decided to check out the boardwalk and the art show that was going on, there really were some amazing art out there, but i couldn't afford any of it even if i wanted to, i mean one huge piece of art was like 3000+ and it's not like that's pocket change to me that's for sure. Any who so we walk to one end and it finishes so we walk to the other end to see the other art, we came in about the middle of the boardwalk. So we walk and walk and look and talk and walk and then we spot food now we're starving so we eat some good grub and keep on walking. The first thought in my head was fuck we should have waited to eat to see what else was out here cause the further we walked the more i would have rather have had that stuff haha. So we walk our asses off cause that boardwalk was long. So we go up a couple blocks to the main street to check out the shops and what they have around there. By then it's almost like 5ish, we were out there a long time so we go back to the room change into our swimsuits and jump in the pool.

* the pool was super refreshing and so nice we had fun, and then we went to grub some more at this place called coney island eats which OMG best food ever!!! Now I really have to go to coney island here in ny haha. so after relaxin even more we checked the time and it was a good time to check out the boat ride stuff.

* so we got to the marina around 645 for a boat ride to check out some dolphins at 7, it was fabulous. we didn't see too many dolphins but we spotted a couple and had a really nice time, even if the kids wouldn't move so i could get a good picture haha. But then as we were enjoying the views and looking for dolphins the boat just took off like a madwoman being chased by her husband with a knife. that's when it got really windy and my hair was flying all over thep lace, and it got really cold.

* after the boat ride we went back to the hotel to shower and change and out again to the boardwalk. but this time we parked closer to the stuff cause we wanted to go to the Mirror of Mazes and Fun House. Which was cute ... when we got out of the car there was a street performer there and he was asking for a lighter sure enough Kirk had one so he went up to volunteer. My dumb ass left the camera in the car and kirk had the keys LOL so no good pictures of that moment.

* so we went into the maze first and that was cute we kept running back and forth, and yeah i hit the mirror a couple times cause i thought there was an opening there ahha it was cute though. I could definitely see how a kid could stay there for a while. I know when we reached the exit we kept going back and forth back and forth a couple more times, needed to get our money's worth ya know.

* after that we walked around a little more then went back to the hotel (the rest is not for ur eyes or ears haha)

Day2:
* Happy Father's Day (i forgot till the maid said something hahahah)

* Went downstairs to get some grub, lemme tell you how their buffet was banging. I mean the bacon was excellent, eggs good, pancakes good, juice refreshing. I wanted to go there the next day but there was no way we'd have made it in time it wasn't early enough but man that was some good grub

* changed into our swimsuits and headed for the beach. It was still pretty light at the beach (meaning not a lot of people) so i loved that fact. we went in and after i don't know ten minutes the water started getting higher, yup that's right high tide. Let's just say those waves killed me. kirk went to go take pictures of this pirate ship that was passing by and he was taking pictures of me sure enough it was at the worst moment. This huge wave came and pummelled me to the floor and i scraped my knee. I tried to get up, yet another way pushed me on my ass, again i tried to get up but nope it just wasn't happening back down on my knees. it just wasn't workin for me i tried one more time and back on my ass fully covered and submerged in the water finally i see kirk taking pictures of this cause he's having fun i'm like kirk i almost drowned lol. He's like I thought you were having fun. Men!!! anyway so then it was his turn to go in so i could take pictures of him and then we went in for a while more then came out relaxed went back to the hotel to shower and get the ton of sand that was all over me, in me under me everywhere lol.

* Then we went shopping for souvenirs for everyone (t-shirts lol). After walking and shopping for a while we went to go pick up some lunch and then back to the hotel for some more swimming. That was fun for sure, after that we went to play some mini golf which let's just say I kicked some major ass. Then walk around some more back to the hotel for shower and change and then back out on the streets for dinner and some fun. Checked out the boardwalk rides (i hate rides). then went back to the hotel slept and left in the early am.

All in all it was a fabulous trip, and i would definitely do it again soon.

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

So today is my birthday and it is the first time i am working on my birthday, only cause I don't want to use up all my days cause I'm taking this Monday off cause me and Kirk are going to Virginia Beach (Woo HOOOO!!!) I've been contemplating the beach all week and as the days get closer and closer the more excited I get. Now I'm not one to jump up and down with joy (only on the inside) but man I'm happy to be getting away. Not that I'm happy I'm leaving my baby but sometimes you just need some you and me quality time with your man alone and no one else. Hopefully we won't argue about something stupid haha. But we're pretty good with that we don't usually argue at all really. Anywho so I'm at work and I'm bored and I don't want to work I just want to go home and relax and have a good time ya know. Get me some drinks and what not lol. Anyway I feel like ranting a little on my birthday ---

I hate when people ask you a question and you're trying to give them a response and they start walking away .. it's like if u didn't want to hear it then why the fuck did u ask me u know.

i hate that all the radio stations have commercials at the same time so there's nothing to listen to for a certian amount of time during the day except freakin commercials

i hate that i'm still at work .. it's 4 no one is here but three people and thats it

that's all for now i need a nap

Ughhh Family

So I love my family I really do but dayum they are a bunch of complainers they find the smallest thing to complain about. You know Kirk is trying to help out wherever he can. Well my mom asked him to trim the bushes (her mistake I swear), the boy has never had a bush or lawn in his life, let alone a freaking tree. He's from Patterson, there are no trees or grass in front of his house or anywhere near him other than the park. So he's going on a whim and doing what he thinks needs to be done, but low and behold he over did it now the bushes are not satisfactory to my mother. Seriously, if you want something done right do it yourself you know what I mean. Then he went to work early cause he was going to help some guy fix his car and the guy was going to give him some money, also he's been going to work an hour early this whole week for over time. My brother is the one who watches Isabella cause he's home, he ain't doing anything why not right. Sure enough I come home and he starts complaining to me that he isn't a baby sitter he is doing this as a favor and what am I going to do if he finds a job (hello, you have to first look for a job before you can even consider saying that statement, but of course he doesn't think about that I don't mention it because he's already on a roll and he's just making me feel about as small as a peanut). We need money, who doesn't need money so any overtime we can do we need to take, any side job we can do we need to take. I am, well I'm not even going to say how much in debt I am lol, but let's just say I'm living check to check right now and I live at home so you know I owe a lot cause I don't pay rent. But if my mother needs anything or we are out I pay for it. No matter what. Anyways so too much complaining, and I know they are helping or trying to help, but don't be two faced about it where you will help willingly but then complain about it later. People are so two faced, I don't think I have ever met a person who isn't and we all are I know we are cause I'm in half the conversations talking about other people. I wonder what they say behind my back when they are talking, not as if I care cause if I ever did find out all hell would break lose. But anyways whatever People just don't care like they used to. It just really irritated me makes me want to put her in daycare (which i really don't want to and don't know anyone who can watch her) and makes me really want to move out asap (which i can't afford cause I have no freaking money). My rant is done for the day thanks for taking the time to listen to me rant on.

One More Week

...and I'll be 28 oh goody lol. I have no clue if we are doing anything for my birthday I'm thinking it might be a big NO haha. But me and Kirk are supposed to drive down to Virginia Beach for the weekend. I'm so lazy I don't want to look for a hotel, seriously I wish I didn't always have to plan everything, it's annoying. I want someone to do it for me for once you know. I hate having to always make the decisions. We'll see what happens I guess. I'll just keep looking for hotels I'm not sure if I should spend a decent amount on a room or just get wherever kind of place to get it done and over with I mean we don't really plan on spending much time in the room ya know. Suggestions? Ideas? Anyone?

Obligations

Today I have to go to a baby shower, because the people who's niece it is went to my baby shower so we have to go to theirs, and then they have to come to Isabella's party cause we went to their shower. It's all a series of obligation after obligation. Today I would much rather be sitting poolside chilling and getting some more sun cause I'm just not dark enough yet for the summer hehe. Even though the summer is just beginning. My brother and his friend went to his mom's house who has a huge pool while I'm stuck taking an hour long drive to the Bronx for a baby shower that doesn't even start till 6:30 at night, I don't care what anyone says to me that is definitely an odd hour to have a baby shower. Especially considering I know when I was pregnant I was exhausted all the time (not that I'm not now either lol) but the girl is due in like two weeks so she has to be tired and she's having a boy so you know her belly is much bigger. But whatever to a shower at that time I shall go. As strange as it is. I can't wait to take a vacation already. Supposedly me and Kirk will be going to Virginia Beach let's hope so cause we need to get away for sure. I just want to get out out out and sleep and explore like we used to do when we were first starting out, and like it was before we had so many damn obligations. Right now Kirk is with Isabella at the "Block party", yet another obligation, but that is definitely one I am skipping out on. I should be taking a shower right now getting ready but I'm being a bum and I stink, no lie I can smell the sweat it's kinda funky but not that man stinky funky, more like girly stinky funny and no not that "fishy smell" nasty hahah just sweaty funky girl sweaty funky. Anyway my point was that instead of a shower I'm here on my blogger ranting about the obligations I need to do that I'm not even doing right now haha. Anywho lemme get back to my obligation by going and taking a shower and cleaning the funk lol.