right now: 7:47pm
at: home
doing: nothing
so today i get a letter that my disability was rejected like i'm lying that i'm pregnant right and i'm totally not having a baby RIGHT .... ughhh i think it's that my job sent it too early so now they have to resend all the paperwork again and who knows how long it will be before i get paid, this really really sucks
it's hot as hell outside.
a bird pooped on my shoulder yesterday - good luck my ass
one more week and this baby will be out of me - i want it to happen and i don't want it to happen. does that make sense lol, why am i even scared i don't even know. but i am. i just hope it goes smoothly.
it's friday i'm bored, hot and tired
Friday, April 30, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Fantastically Slow Friday
Right now: 2:07pm
At: Work
Doing: killing time before my 2:30 meeting
Tummy grumbles - you know what that means (and no I'm not talking about hunger) hahaha.
I'm so ready to go home - was finally comfortable this morning sleeping - which believe me has been harder and harder every day. Missed my alarm and my mom had to wake me up, I could have been late but for whatever reason i wasn't - I was actually just on time. I don't know how that happens I could leave the house late or early and still get here at the same damn time. It makes no sense whatsoever but anytime going home will ALWAYS take a whole hour. Go figure!
Next week is bring your kid to work day - my daughter is 3 and doesn't fall into the recommended age category - but she came last year. Makes no sense as my kid was not the one being bad. Makes you go hmmmm. It's OK it's the day before my last day before I go on leave. Only thing I'm worried about is going 4 weeks without getting paid. Thank god I have money in savings otherwise I would really be fucked. I don't like being a single income family. I wish my man made more money than I did then my life would be easier but he doesn't and it's not. Life is never easy. Ever.
Volcano in Iceland, sinkhole in Richmond California swallows empty car, Israel bans the Ipad - these are the subjects of today's news online. The pictures of the volcano are pretty cool, although I don't think I would like to be that close or close enough to get a picture as good as some of the ones I've seen - I mean people do realize it's an ERUPTING volcano yes? Idiots I tell ya. It's like a tsunami hits and you want to stand on the water to watch - like hello mcfly anyone there?
Who else noticed the back to the future reference in the last paragraph? hehe. Bored and I still have fifteen minutes before my meeting which I know is going to run late and I want to leave on time which is at 3:30. Maybe I should email my stuff now so I don't have to worry about it after the meeting. This guy is cool and all but his one second leaves me sitting in a chair in his office staring out the window while he talks on the phone for half an hour. Yeah not cool. One thing at a time buddy and that's how you get things done in a timely manner.
At: Work
Doing: killing time before my 2:30 meeting
Tummy grumbles - you know what that means (and no I'm not talking about hunger) hahaha.
I'm so ready to go home - was finally comfortable this morning sleeping - which believe me has been harder and harder every day. Missed my alarm and my mom had to wake me up, I could have been late but for whatever reason i wasn't - I was actually just on time. I don't know how that happens I could leave the house late or early and still get here at the same damn time. It makes no sense whatsoever but anytime going home will ALWAYS take a whole hour. Go figure!
Next week is bring your kid to work day - my daughter is 3 and doesn't fall into the recommended age category - but she came last year. Makes no sense as my kid was not the one being bad. Makes you go hmmmm. It's OK it's the day before my last day before I go on leave. Only thing I'm worried about is going 4 weeks without getting paid. Thank god I have money in savings otherwise I would really be fucked. I don't like being a single income family. I wish my man made more money than I did then my life would be easier but he doesn't and it's not. Life is never easy. Ever.
Volcano in Iceland, sinkhole in Richmond California swallows empty car, Israel bans the Ipad - these are the subjects of today's news online. The pictures of the volcano are pretty cool, although I don't think I would like to be that close or close enough to get a picture as good as some of the ones I've seen - I mean people do realize it's an ERUPTING volcano yes? Idiots I tell ya. It's like a tsunami hits and you want to stand on the water to watch - like hello mcfly anyone there?
Who else noticed the back to the future reference in the last paragraph? hehe. Bored and I still have fifteen minutes before my meeting which I know is going to run late and I want to leave on time which is at 3:30. Maybe I should email my stuff now so I don't have to worry about it after the meeting. This guy is cool and all but his one second leaves me sitting in a chair in his office staring out the window while he talks on the phone for half an hour. Yeah not cool. One thing at a time buddy and that's how you get things done in a timely manner.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
terrible thursday
Right now: 1:55pm
At: Work
Doing: Fighting the black spots I keep seeing before I get a migraine
Do you know about Post Partum depression - that's like after you have the baby depression, do you think there is prepartum depression? Some say maybe I'm just hormonal but really I'm just tired of the bullshit. It's just been a really bad day - sad day - hard day.
Right now I'm trying to fight this headache away and be able to see through the spots.
I'm hungry - I want some real food - some fulfilling food, something yummy and decadent - any suggestions? I'm beating the hunger with a dilapidated snickers bar - what does that mean you ask well I'm eating a snickers - hold the chocolate, hold the caramel, hold the nougat ... in other words I'm eating peanuts and you know it's just not as satisfying as the real thing. You know I always eat the whole peanut first before I eat the ones that have split from their other halves and are lonely - do you know what I mean is that weird?
I officially have a headache now.
So I saw a real life Kindle today - and no I want one. Really really want one. Like my birthday is in June and I'm going to go home and ask for one haha.
At: Work
Doing: Fighting the black spots I keep seeing before I get a migraine
Do you know about Post Partum depression - that's like after you have the baby depression, do you think there is prepartum depression? Some say maybe I'm just hormonal but really I'm just tired of the bullshit. It's just been a really bad day - sad day - hard day.
Right now I'm trying to fight this headache away and be able to see through the spots.
I'm hungry - I want some real food - some fulfilling food, something yummy and decadent - any suggestions? I'm beating the hunger with a dilapidated snickers bar - what does that mean you ask well I'm eating a snickers - hold the chocolate, hold the caramel, hold the nougat ... in other words I'm eating peanuts and you know it's just not as satisfying as the real thing. You know I always eat the whole peanut first before I eat the ones that have split from their other halves and are lonely - do you know what I mean is that weird?
I officially have a headache now.
So I saw a real life Kindle today - and no I want one. Really really want one. Like my birthday is in June and I'm going to go home and ask for one haha.
Friday, April 9, 2010
TGIF
Right now: 10:14am
At: Work
Doing: Trying desperately hard not to fall asleep
It's Friday - thank god finally it has come around. I'm falling asleep because still I have nothing to do. It's sad and depressing and very hard to look like you're busy even though you really aren't I mean how many times can you look at your email and at the mainframe without actually doing anything on it just looking and poking around. It's pathetic really. I wish they would just let us go home early ever since new management came on we lost all our Jewish holidays and we lost our early leaving on Fridays so technically I am working an hour overtime everyweek but getting paid the same - it really sucks. That's why I make sure to always go out during lunch because I don't want to be stuck here for an even longer time, for what I need to get out and get some air and stuff, cause this place is just too boring for words.
Everyday while I sit at work I'm bored and so I start to think of the things I want to do when I get home, so I make up a game plan - but let me tell you none of them ever come true. It's sad but true. I just can't get home and do stuff that I think about there is always other stuff that gets in the way. Usually it's the little one and her wanting to stay outside all day because it's nice out. She's too silly.
Movies I can't wait to see - SATC2, Twilight: Eclipse, Iron Man 2, Harry Potter
Books I'm looking forward to - The Unwritten Rule (as soon as I find it), Forget You, Burned (House of Night Series), and Linger.
Parties I'm looking forward to - my shower, Isabella's Birthday party, my Birthday
I need to do some crafting - I want to try my hand at a stuffie - wish me luck!
At: Work
Doing: Trying desperately hard not to fall asleep
It's Friday - thank god finally it has come around. I'm falling asleep because still I have nothing to do. It's sad and depressing and very hard to look like you're busy even though you really aren't I mean how many times can you look at your email and at the mainframe without actually doing anything on it just looking and poking around. It's pathetic really. I wish they would just let us go home early ever since new management came on we lost all our Jewish holidays and we lost our early leaving on Fridays so technically I am working an hour overtime everyweek but getting paid the same - it really sucks. That's why I make sure to always go out during lunch because I don't want to be stuck here for an even longer time, for what I need to get out and get some air and stuff, cause this place is just too boring for words.
Everyday while I sit at work I'm bored and so I start to think of the things I want to do when I get home, so I make up a game plan - but let me tell you none of them ever come true. It's sad but true. I just can't get home and do stuff that I think about there is always other stuff that gets in the way. Usually it's the little one and her wanting to stay outside all day because it's nice out. She's too silly.
Movies I can't wait to see - SATC2, Twilight: Eclipse, Iron Man 2, Harry Potter
Books I'm looking forward to - The Unwritten Rule (as soon as I find it), Forget You, Burned (House of Night Series), and Linger.
Parties I'm looking forward to - my shower, Isabella's Birthday party, my Birthday
I need to do some crafting - I want to try my hand at a stuffie - wish me luck!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Doctors Galore
Right now: 9:57am
At: work
Doing: Watching Alias on my Ipod and blogging, no work to be done
So today I have a crap load of doctor's appointments - 3 to be exact which is more than enough for me. I'm just killing time at work until I have to go. My appointments, you ask, are at 2:30, 3:00 and 4:45 sounds like fun I know. Well I supposed because of my age, weight and race I was one of the lucky ones to have Gestational Diabetes which sucks because that means I have to poke my finger four times a day (my finger hurts) and I can only eat at certain times and certain foods. All in all it sucks and I can't wait to get this over with so I can have a big bowl of Ice Cream and some Outback :-)
I miss Outback!
Back to my appointments - every week, once a week I must get an ultrasound, then I need to get a monitoring test of the baby's heart beat and kicks, and contractions if any. Then soon right now twice a week will be the reg doctor's visits. it's annoying and tedious and just another thing i have to do, only good thing is that I get to leave early from work once a week that's always a major plus.
You know the people around here really irritate the hell out of me. They will run around in circles and choose not to help when needed instead they blame it on someone else and ask that they do the work. I'm so annoyed with these people, there is no team work, there is no help you really are only out there for yourself and no one else. The world really is just dog eat dog. People are annoying. Ugh I can't stand them and then they talk about crap they don't even know what they are talking about. i think we should get rid of all supervisors and everyone be a boss themselves because the middle management is just useless. Period.
At: work
Doing: Watching Alias on my Ipod and blogging, no work to be done
So today I have a crap load of doctor's appointments - 3 to be exact which is more than enough for me. I'm just killing time at work until I have to go. My appointments, you ask, are at 2:30, 3:00 and 4:45 sounds like fun I know. Well I supposed because of my age, weight and race I was one of the lucky ones to have Gestational Diabetes which sucks because that means I have to poke my finger four times a day (my finger hurts) and I can only eat at certain times and certain foods. All in all it sucks and I can't wait to get this over with so I can have a big bowl of Ice Cream and some Outback :-)
I miss Outback!
Back to my appointments - every week, once a week I must get an ultrasound, then I need to get a monitoring test of the baby's heart beat and kicks, and contractions if any. Then soon right now twice a week will be the reg doctor's visits. it's annoying and tedious and just another thing i have to do, only good thing is that I get to leave early from work once a week that's always a major plus.
You know the people around here really irritate the hell out of me. They will run around in circles and choose not to help when needed instead they blame it on someone else and ask that they do the work. I'm so annoyed with these people, there is no team work, there is no help you really are only out there for yourself and no one else. The world really is just dog eat dog. People are annoying. Ugh I can't stand them and then they talk about crap they don't even know what they are talking about. i think we should get rid of all supervisors and everyone be a boss themselves because the middle management is just useless. Period.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
blogging
I was told today that I should get back to blogging ... so I'm going to try even though I really don't think people read this really. But here goes nothing.
Right now - 2:32pm
At: Work
Doing: Nothing sad but true.
I'm officially today 35 weeks pregnant I cannot believe I only have five more weeks, and after this week is through only two more weeks of work. My last day will be April 23rd. I can't wait honestly I just want to be able to sleep it's really hard waking up at five every morning. Just an extra hour or two and I would be fine, but five really does kill me.
I met my sister in January - she's cool never realized how short she was :-) feels good to be taller than someone else for a change hehe. My older brother went to meet her as well. I still can't stand the bitch ... I'm civil but only cause I have to be. (talking about you know who not my sister duh). Nothing we can do there is an innocent child involved - whatever.
My and my significant other are still together and we're doing ok even though he is still making me cry because he is forever going out. It's really starting to piss me off (and yes I don't trust him I never trust anyone so I will always think the worse that's just the way I am like it or not), but conveniently he needs to go out every Friday and Saturday. MOFO I want to go out too who cares if I'm pregnant that doesn't mean you can't take me to a movie or dinner or something geez, we used to do things ughhh for another blog though cause I really don't feel like talking about it right now cause I will just get upset.
My baby is 3 almost 4 and the cutest thing ever but very annoying lol. She is at the stage where she cries for everything she wants - I know you know that stage we all went through it. And she is very jealous wonder how she will be when her sister arrives. Will be interesting to watch at least and tiresome. I just wish she'd pass through this whiny crying phase already cause it's annoying. Sometimes I just have to laugh at her though.
Um IDK what else to talk about really ... so I'll leave it at that with updates and nothing more will blog more tomorrow as I'm sure I will be bored at work - although I won't be here much since I'm out around 1:00 which is a beautiful thing or would be if I didn't have three doctors appointments to go to ugh whatever I can't wait for this to be over.
Right now - 2:32pm
At: Work
Doing: Nothing sad but true.
I'm officially today 35 weeks pregnant I cannot believe I only have five more weeks, and after this week is through only two more weeks of work. My last day will be April 23rd. I can't wait honestly I just want to be able to sleep it's really hard waking up at five every morning. Just an extra hour or two and I would be fine, but five really does kill me.
I met my sister in January - she's cool never realized how short she was :-) feels good to be taller than someone else for a change hehe. My older brother went to meet her as well. I still can't stand the bitch ... I'm civil but only cause I have to be. (talking about you know who not my sister duh). Nothing we can do there is an innocent child involved - whatever.
My and my significant other are still together and we're doing ok even though he is still making me cry because he is forever going out. It's really starting to piss me off (and yes I don't trust him I never trust anyone so I will always think the worse that's just the way I am like it or not), but conveniently he needs to go out every Friday and Saturday. MOFO I want to go out too who cares if I'm pregnant that doesn't mean you can't take me to a movie or dinner or something geez, we used to do things ughhh for another blog though cause I really don't feel like talking about it right now cause I will just get upset.
My baby is 3 almost 4 and the cutest thing ever but very annoying lol. She is at the stage where she cries for everything she wants - I know you know that stage we all went through it. And she is very jealous wonder how she will be when her sister arrives. Will be interesting to watch at least and tiresome. I just wish she'd pass through this whiny crying phase already cause it's annoying. Sometimes I just have to laugh at her though.
Um IDK what else to talk about really ... so I'll leave it at that with updates and nothing more will blog more tomorrow as I'm sure I will be bored at work - although I won't be here much since I'm out around 1:00 which is a beautiful thing or would be if I didn't have three doctors appointments to go to ugh whatever I can't wait for this to be over.
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