hot

right now: 7:47pm
at: home
doing: nothing

so today i get a letter that my disability was rejected like i'm lying that i'm pregnant right and i'm totally not having a baby RIGHT .... ughhh i think it's that my job sent it too early so now they have to resend all the paperwork again and who knows how long it will be before i get paid, this really really sucks

it's hot as hell outside.

a bird pooped on my shoulder yesterday - good luck my ass

one more week and this baby will be out of me - i want it to happen and i don't want it to happen. does that make sense lol, why am i even scared i don't even know. but i am. i just hope it goes smoothly.

it's friday i'm bored, hot and tired