No internet!!! That's blasphemy!!

Don’t you hate when the internet is not working at work, and you have no work to do and there is nothing on you’re computer that you can really interact with cause all the good stuff is online. That just seriously sucks so here I am on Word writing my blog that I will post later if the internet starts working again. Our email works, our company website works but our internet does not. Bummer. So what shall I talk about today to pass the time? Good question because I have no idea.

Tonight is Lost and I can’t wait, FINALLY its back! Last time we left off was Through the Looking Glass. Charlie was killed; Desmond was still in the tank so let’s see if he survived which I’m sure he did I think I saw him in the previews. The survivors contacted Naomi’s boat which it looks like are not people who are there to save them. Should be interesting why they want “the others” so bad. I wish I could watch a couple of the previous episodes right now but unfortunately the internet is still down... 2 hrs later and still counting. Last night after Ghost Hunters was a show called UFO Hunters (I guess it’s a play off of Ghost Hunters with the same format but they are looking for UFO’s and to disprove them). Well that episode (not sure if it’s a new show but I think it might be) was based in NJ. I thought it was funny to see people from NJ thinking they saw a UFO like anything interesting ever really happens in NJ lol. This one dude I swear to you he thinks he was abducted, I was like ok wacko, next! Lol. We have air force bases in NJ that’s prob what it was and they won’t tell you because I’m sure it’s top secret just like everything else the government does. But still it was interesting to listen to. American Idol was alright it wasn’t all that last night. It’s getting so boring they really need to change it up or just cancel it all together. The majority of the people who actually try out for the show shouldn’t be singing at all. They are sooo weird and swear they are the shiznit when they aren’t. I thought Project Runway was new, but it wasn’t because I had already seen that episode, isn’t it on new episodes on Wednesday? New seasons of a couple of my fav reality shows are coming back soon. Big Brother 9, Survivor and America’s Next Top Model.

I wish I had a cubby. But instead I just have an open desk with another open desk in front of me. At least my back is to the wall so no one can go behind me and actually see that I pretty much almost never do any work because I never have anything to do.

Fuckin A!! I wish I had internet I’m going bananas over here. It’s already been three hours of me pretending to do work which let me tell you without internet it’s pretty fuckin hard, obviously I’m cursing so I’m getting more and more irritated by the minute. Everything I think of doing I need the internet for. OMG how did we ever live without this? Seriously, I can’t imagine not being in the information age where you can find the answer to almost anything on the internet. It’s an addiction that everyone has, well almost everyone. Those that wish not to conform are on their own. I don’t know if I could have lived back in the day, without computers, phones, television, or anything significant in technology. Like toilets, seriously I know some people still don’t use toilets in other countries but I couldn’t imagine it. I’ve never been camping before someone says something about that. I am spoiled with our day and age, and don’t worry I’m sure our kids will be even more spoiled because when I was in school we didn’t all have computers of our own, we had to pay for the bus, everyone didn’t have a cell phone. I didn’t get one till I was I think a sophomore or freshman in college. And even then I had to sneak buy one and then tell my dad, he made me return it and got me a better one. LOL. Every generation makes their mark, I don’t know what ours is but I couldn’t live without the things we have grown accustomed to, like the internet. Now someone go and fix it …. I’m really bored.

1.5 more hours and I go to lunch, I at least hope by the time I get back that it will be fixed otherwise holy hell what have they been doing all damn long other than trying to fix this issue. This is a pretty big one because people could lose their orders if they don’t have it written down somewhere. I seriously feel like taking a nap. Just closing my eyes and starting to snore but again I don’t have an office or a cubby. Sometimes I wonder fi that’s what they do when they close their office door if they take a nap in there especially when they have couches in there. I could totally see some of the managers doing that but of course they would never admit it since it’s against company rules.

Ok I might have just been caught with my eyes closed … but who cares, I know I don’t!

IT’S BACK!!!!!!!!!

2012?

Ponder this .... December 2012. Do you know what I'm talking about? Any clue? Supposedly the end of civilization as we know it. That is according to the many prophecies out there. I don't if I talked about this before on my blog or not, but I am now cause that's what popped into my mind.

For those of you who are not familiar with the significance of 2012, here’s a
short explanation: The basis of this event lies in the Mayan calendar, in which
time, as we understand it, comes to an end and a major shift occurs in human
consciousness. Will this be the end of the world? Or, is it the beginning of a
new world? Some believe that the shift will reveal the 4th dimension (time) or
maybe the 5th dimension (unity with the unseen Spirit World/Heaven).

Here are a few things:
Accordingly, several eclectic authors claim that a major, world-changing event will take place in 2012:

• The ancient and many modern Maya groups believe that the universe has been renewed four previous times. The first attempt at human life produced animals instead; the second produced a people made of clay who would eventually become certain insects (such as ants and bees); the third attempt produced monkeys; and the fourth attempt produced us: "true humans." Each prior attempt at the human creation was destroyed by a different catastrophe which ended the universe. These stories vary by Maya group: the animals were nearly destroyed by a flood, the people of clay were nearly destroyed by a flood and then a global firestorm, the monkey-people were attacked by their own belongings and their animals.
  The astronomically-based Mayan calendar will be completing its first great cycle of approximately 5,200 years on the 21 December 2012. Although there is no substantial evidence that the ancient Maya considered the date significant, many people have postulated that this is the "end of the Universe" from the Mayan perspective, and others believe that the Mayans meant this to symbolize the "coming of a great change."
• The book The Orion Prophecy claims that the Earth's magnetic field will reverse.
• NASA predicts that the Sun will also reverse its own magnetic poles during 2012 as result of reaching the end of the current 11-year sunspot cycle
• Charles Manson will be eligible for a parole hearing again. (If that's not the end I don't know what is HAHA)

There's tons more out there. Reminds me a lot of Y2K when NOTHING happened. Well nothing that impacted me anyway lol. But that was something man made dealing with computers so it was fixable. But this that they are talking about is not man made. We can't control the magnetic field, we can't control the winter solstice, we can control the fact that we are going to be lining up with the black hole or whatever it was they said on the History channel. So what are your opinions on it? I think the only thing we can do is sit and wait and see what happens. They say that the earth is going to move, the North pole will no longer be the north pole. Is it going to be like the ice age? People have been saying that we will have another Ice age for ever and a day. And if so how does that effect me? Are we going to be the new North Pole?

Woeful Wednesday

It's gloomy out, it's raining on and off, it's semi dark. I love the smell just after it rains, it's so fresh and so clean(~outkast). That's what happened when I walked out the house this morning to go to work. It smelled delicious.

My hair is getting out of control. It's relatively long. Long enough to get caught in everything and anything. This morning I was really getting irritated with my hair, I love it long believe me and it took me a while to grow it back but it's buggin me. Everywhere I turn I feel that my hair is in the way. So dare I? Is it time? Should I chop it off? I really don't know. I'm torn.

Sorry for the shitty picture but all I had was my camera phone LOL. If it's straightened it's my longer, but my hair is naturally a curly mess.

Why?

Why for two days have I had no work to do? I mean absolutely nothing, I wish I could go home and still get paid but no instead I have to sit here and pretend to be doing work because in reality I have nothing to do and I'm bored out of my mind!

Why do men feel the need to go to a strip club and get a lap dance? My older brother is taking both my boyfriend and my uncle to the bar, their birthdays are one day apart and he is planning to buy them both a lap dance. I told my brother that Kirk doesn't need to get a lap dance. I said I would throw the laptop on him and make it dance LOL. But it's his birthday so whatever I suppose. I just don't like the idea of him going there and having some person all over him and then him coming home to me wanting to get some while still thinking of that other person. Am I not a normal female for thinking that cause duh isn't that what guys do?

Why can't bills just disappear into thin air? That would be the loveliest thing in the whole world. Someone go win the lottery and give me some money just 50,000 to help with all my bills. Thanks I'll love you forever I promise lol.

Why blog? because remember I have to pretend like I'm working so typing this thing out makes it look like I'm working really hard LOL. I'm such a faker sometimes, faker!

RIP Heath Ledger

Dare I even talk about it? It's a sad sad thing when someone with so much potential goes down the wrong path. I mean I don't know all the details but we get the gist of what probably happened. Of course it can't be confirmed until the autopsy but still. He's my age you know. He had a beautiful 2 yr old daughter. Like I could never even begin to imagine doing anything to jeopardize my time with my daughter (who will also be 2 this year). It's a sad thing when people are so overtaken by emotion they don't know how to handle it other than substance abuse. In my family there is a lot of alcoholism (my whole father's side) but luckily I don't believe any of the kids have fallen trap yet. I know I personally don't think I ever will. I mean there was a time when I would get up and have a beer but hello it was vacation and I was young. Now I know better. It's just things like this that really make you take a good look at yourself and the people around you. Remember even if your in pain and you want to hurt yourself so badly, think about the people you are leaving behind that you will be hurting even more. I've seen almost every single one of Heath Ledger's movies. He was a really likable guy on screen, and I've seen the preview for Batman and WOW he had a promising long future ahead of him. That movie is going to make money. But we'll never know now. Moment of silence for another lost soul.

Cloverfiled

It left me wanting more (not in a bad way) I didn't want it to end. A good sequel would be another person's point of view during the same event. How interesting would that be. It wasn't so bad. I think it had emotion, action, the whole sci-fi aspect. A little bit of everything for everyone. I definitely want to go see 27 Dresses though (I'm such a girl I know but DUH). But my mom was sick and couldn't go with me so hopefully this weekend we can go. (I have no girlfriends after I had Isabella everyone disappeared because none of them had kids or don't still whatever). I'm not bitter. Anywho. What?!?

This year I was just thinking about this after seeing a LO that said "Things I want to do before I turn 31". I will be 29 this year, so soon I'll be moving into my next decade. I have to make a list of things to do before 30. And actually DO THEM. I wish I could do all the travelling I said on my bucketlist but F'n A! The job only gives you so much time off and even then you only have so much money readily available. I am definitely NOT rich in any way. I don't even think I'm middle class (if I was living alone). I totally lost my train of thought because the freakin phone rang. Don't these people know I'm blogging and need to concentrate hard on what I'm thinking about saying to the world who reads my blog. Not that there are many to begin with but still. LOL. Ok enough ranting ... so yeah list for things to do before 30. Any suggestions?

It's Friday Bitches!!!!

I'm so ready for this weekend. It has been one hell of a long week, completely boring so much so that I've been stalking apparently LOL. Today I plan on finishing that project FINALLY! I'm almost done I swear haha, I just blah it you know. So I feel like getting up and shaking my booty. I"m in such a good mood cause duh it's FRIDAY!!!! No work tomorrow (MAYBE I can sleep in although I doubt it, but I will try). I'm going to go see Cloverfield tomorrow, can't wait. I hope it's actually good. Critics have given it a B so far so that can't be TOO bad. We'll see. And then maybe Kirk will take me out to eat or something .. hopefully. That would be nice actually. Ok I totally lost my train of thought so I'm going to have to say bye for now.