Tuesday

You know I just have to write on Tuesday cause well it's tuesday what else is there to do? I actually have a lot of work to do so i've been super busy and of course i've been trying to keep up with BB8, if you don't know what that is then don't worry about it haha. I've been sorta busy sorta not, this past weekend was just boring, nothing to do just shopped. Oh yeah i got caught in a rain storm, that was fun especially when i started to run and my flip flop broke so we had to run back to the car. OH fun times!!!! i love spending time with kirk alone maybe we'll go out this saturday and do something alone. it's been a minute ya know.

Dreams ...

I'm so bored that right now I'm typing this just so that I can pretend to have some work to do even though I really don't have any work to do I'm just making it seem like I'm doing work when in reality I'm just writing this blog out. I feel that antsy I need to get the hell out of here or I'm going to go insane feeling. Do you guys feel that way? lol I do ALL the time.

Have you ever thought of all the places you really want to go to here's a few and why of what I want to see before I go away:

Spain - no particular area but for sure Barcelona, checking out the running of the bulls, the beaches and what not

Greece - Mykonos Islands (cause I saw it on dont laugh sisterhood of the travelling pants, one of the girls went there and it looks so pretty), all the white houses and what not, would be super pretty for sure.

Brazil - but then i saw that movie touristas and yeah i'm too scared to go there now hahahah

San Francisco - i want to go to alcatraz, see the gg bridge, the windy road etc etc

Texas - i want to see cowboys and see someone riding a bull, go to a rodeo and check out the country like people ha ha

I'll update more, I actually got some real work to do blah

Random Thoughts

1. What do you do with the hand your not using when your driving? I know most people do not drive with their two hands (that's odd in this day and age) but for those that don't what do you do with your extra hand? Me personally I drive with my right hand, and then the left sometimes I just don't know what to do with it. It just kind of lays there limp on the arm rest against the door. Sometimes I've noticed lately that it curls up like a little cripple hand (no offense to the handicap please) but have you ever seen scary movie and Chris Elliot's hand is deformed and tiny compared to his normal hand. Yeah that's what I feel like my hand goes like, how weird is that lol, it's funny cause i fold it like a lobster claw and I don't realize it, but when I do I make sure to stretch my hand open lol. I told you it indeed was a major random thought.

2.why can't we all have the same time, it will just be darker in some areas then other at a certain time. Like seriously who came up with time zones (I say this mind you because I'm bored and everyone on the west coast is still sleeping while everyone on the east coast is wide awake with almost half their day through.)

3. why do people find the need to say good morning to everyone that crosses their path, could everyone but me be a morning person? i hate when they say that i just reply morning cause in no way shape or form is it a good morning considering I'm stuck in this hell whole we call work with you so please don't say good morning i may just nod my head and grunt something strange who knows lol

Another Tuesday

It always seems that I have time on a Tuesday to blog, cause if you've read the others I always think this is a nothing day and it still hasn't changed. This weekend we're going to the balloon festival, should be fun for isabella for sure. Can't wait to see her reactions to the balloons. Her godmother is coming too so that's an extra added bonus cause it's always nice to have more people come and experience it with us. Hopefully we'll make it to the drive in that night too. Hopefully, who knows maybe we'll get to go to the pool after the balloon thingy, I'm sure we'll be hot enough for it haha.

I completely lost my train of thought cause I went and started watching youtube videos, man those ppl are weird but i'm not knocking them cause they sure are interesting to watch sometimes. haha. so since i lost my train of thought i'm going to move on and do something else cause i dont know what else to write about.

UPDATED:
I didn't want to start another blog when I can just continue from the one I started earlier but lost my thought. Right now it's 12:17, I wish I worked half a day cause that would mean that I could go home in less than 45 minutes and call it a day. But we all know that I can't afford to work part time. You ever notice how when you're at work you can be so exhausted and tired, sleepy and just groggy. But the second you get out of work you feel fine again, like everything is fabulous. I dont know if anyone else feels like that but i know i do. it's as if you are depressed when at work and the minute u get out of work a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders and you can breathe again. And have you ever felt like you just can't keep still while at work, like your antsy and irritated at the same time. Excited and angry and just all kinds of emotions at the same time that you don't know what to do with yourself. That's me most of the time. Blah

Tagged

I've been tagged by Melissa!!!



So since I can't really tag her back and she tagged most of the people I would have tagged ... here are the ones sitting at the "loser" table haha (BTC Rules!!):

1. Jenni
2. Amy
3. Misty

Such a Slacker

That would be me. I haven't blogged in over a week such a bad girl I am ...

So more updates on the job now they are saying that another facility lost more business and because of that the whole company is being restructured many people have already lost their jobs and many positions have been changed. Sure enough they are saying that five more people need to leave from my facility... who? they don't know yet or at least that's what they are claiming. I honestly don't know what I'm still doing there I'm way over qualified, bored with it, and hate the majority of the people that work there. I am just too chicken to leave and I'm just too lazy and comfortable to attempt to look for another job. Like I don't want to start over again, but I know it will happen one day. And they may make that decision for me just a little bit earlier than I'm comfortable with. So even if I don't get to have the same perks I have now I will definitely have to reconsider my position and put my resume out there. I can't keep thinking every single month that who knows if I will have a job the next day. I can't live like this I have too many bills for this to happen to me. So I will toughen up and get my name out there.

Isabella's party went fabulous and if you know my myspace page then you should def check out the pictures, I didn't put much cause i just don't want random people's faces out there ya know haha. so everyone had a good time and nothing bad happened. Even saw people i haven't seen in ages which was always a good thing. as for me personally i'm doing alright can't complain i guess. Just a little tooo addicted to big brother I think, with the live feeds, the showtime feeds, and then the regular show I feel like I'm almost watching the show all day and all night haha, so bad i know but i'm addicted. i wish i could be a fly on many a wall, it just happens to be in their walls instead. anyways it's almost midnight so i'm off to sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

exhaustion, that's what I feel. I need a day of rest and relaxation ... will I get it? Probably not. I think even if I take a day off Kirk will take advantage of it and he will SLEEP all morning and afternoon instead of me. It's not fair really. I hate it. Why do I have to be the responsible why can't someone else take all my responsibility just for a little bit. I just need some time for me and myself and maybe even I. Like I was literally tearing up with tiredness, anger, exhaustion and frustration this morning. I woke up late and had fifteen minutes to do everything I needed to do in the morning. Isabella woke up and Kirk was just sleeping. I'm like c'mon help me out a little. I desperately need a day off. What day should I take off? Maybe I'll take Friday off and just blah you know. We'll see what happens.

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I have tons of things going around in my head and don't even know where to begin. Tomorrow is Isabella's 1st Birthday Party. Lots to do and never enough time to do it, it just so happens it falls on the week that i have mucho bills to pay .. I seriously can't spend any money this week like at all I'm so unbelievably broke I'm contemplating a second job. But I'm not sure I could go get one considering it's bad enough Kirk works at night and I work during the day. Whatever about money I'm so tired of it. I mean there are so many things you want to buy but you can't I just really hate that feeling. I have to help setting up tonight and tomorrow, it's just going to be busy busy busy, hopefully Isabella will behave. I don't even know what to blog about right now I'm just rambling in my head and letting the words come out as I'm thinking them. Sometimes you just need to let all your thoughts out and call it a day you know. It's friday I wish I wasn't working I probably should have taken the day off but I want a couple days to go out and do something. I'm hoping Kirk has vacation finally so we can go and do something but then I have to think about Christmas time and if we can get away depending on his amount of days off I mean we could always do long weekends and come back early on Monday so he can go back to work but blah to that you know who wants to go to work on a Monday after a long weekend. Alright I'm going to go play online or something and just surf the Internet cause I'm bored and have no work to do.

Bad Tuesdays!

Seriously there has to be something about this day, cause I always get super bored on Tuesdays. I mean Mondays are usually busy, Wednesdays it's a hump day and just that much closer to Friday, Thursday even closer to friday so close you can taste it and then glorious Friday! Saturday and Sunday are given that they are fabulous days, but Tuesday, it's ignored because it's so boring. Movies and music come out on this day, which that just reminded to me update my netflix queue with this weeks new arrivals haha. But at work on Tuesdays it's just flat out boring with nothing to do but good around online and even then sometimes it gets boring, like how many times can you search for one thing. Blah for Freakin Tuesdays.....

p.s. my eyelid won't stop twitching, it feels weird

p.s.s. for those who know don't worry i got an eye doc appointment on thursday to get rid of these year old contacts haha.